From Babysitting to The Crazy Life of Adult Star Madi Collins

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And like went and applied to the strip club like two days later because I was just like that's the life I want like

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How we doing good I just tagged you in an Instagram story

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Thank you so much for coming on yeah, thank you for having me helping me find your place

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Hey, don't even worry. It was a lot easier than our last guest trying to help her out

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So it worked out very well because you were right. You're literally not that far from my place

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I I knew right when I passed it that I was like, I just gotta pull over right here

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I'm gonna like

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I totally thought I was gonna have to walk all the way to Walgreens to find you and I was like fuck dude. It's cold

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I don't know. I just had to brace the empty security car that I thought was full

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And all sketched out about I was like I've driven past you so many times. You're gonna pull me over

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I like hit my weed pen underneath my back. Yes, like

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Yeah, no, we're all good. We're here. We're safe. We're ready to go

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Isn't that crazy though?

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like what I was telling you that

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They're building that complex next to the place and so they take that

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Security car and they park it in front and then like across the street and it's just like there's no one ever in it

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But it works, but it works

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I honestly did not I was like this shit does not work. It does and but then you're like, no

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It's definitely work. I'm not being like a cop car with it being like a security. Yeah

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I was like these students gonna think I'm an idiot like or drunk or something

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Like I was in the Walgreens parking lot had to pull out pull back in cuz a car was coming and I was like

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Oh my god right in front of us horrible

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But it worked out. It definitely did

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It's so funny too because every time I pull out of my my office

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There's like this it looks like a cop but it's I don't think it's like a security car

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But like my heart kind of like drops for a second and like I'm not doing anything fucking wrong

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But it's just like oh, there's a cop but you know the trick that I found out because before

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When like driving on the freeway or on the street, right a cop gets behind you I'd get nervous, right?

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Everyone does

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now and I guess it works for me not gonna say it works for everyone, but

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Um, I just get in the next lane and they go right past me. Yeah, I don't know if that works for everyone

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I doubt it does

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Sometimes they just want to go go right and do their stuff and if they see something just make sure they don't say something

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Exactly exactly. So like I'm not saying that it's gonna work for everyone, but I think

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Depending on the area and the certain circumstances, right? They just want to fucking go

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Yeah, and I guess where my office is they're not really pulling over too many people unfortunately

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So for the people just tuning in why don't you do yourself a brief introduction

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Hello beautiful people, my name is Maddie Collins

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My Instagram is Maddie Collins xx and I do xx

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That's I don't know

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Yeah, fantastic

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So, where does the story of Maddie Collins start

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so I was like

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Born and bred not born and raised but like made in Chicago and like went back to there like many times but

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Yeah, like went to school in Chicago spent most my like formative years there. I guess

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Um, and I like moved around to Atlanta to Texas to Arizona like moved around a little bit. Um, but

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Yeah, just made your way out here made my way out here. So they would surely I stopped in Arizona for a couple years and then

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Started dancing out there. And so I just kicked it up a notch and came out of California

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Before you kicked it up a notch growing up in Chicago

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Um, you know, i've always been very fortunate. I grew up in in Los Angeles. I was born and bred. I

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Know that I hit the fucking life. Why do I talk about it all the time?

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No, it's true. It's like you you not saying like i'm so great. No, but it's just like I

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What I think about this all the time, right? Like what is the difference of like for me?

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Where I was born and then someone that was born in like North Korea like

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Holy fucking shit, right? Like and so

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Like everyone wants to go to Los Angeles. Everyone wants to go to North Korea. I'm like, I don't think so

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No, Los Angeles. Yeah, it's just like everybody wants to like have their little 15 minutes of fame and have that shot in Los Angeles

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For sure that stuff so like growing up around it like I could only imagine that was pretty cool random little sightings

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It's not no, I I don't say that like because you know, I say that I hit the life lotto

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I talk about this all the time. Um, and sorry like people have heard this so many times

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But like I I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, right? Which is a fucking debilitating neurological disease. It fucking sucks that being said

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Um, I I like to look like on my darkest deepest days like okay. I'm feeling like dog shit, right? But

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Holy shit. I was born in Los Angeles. I fucking got a good job

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I do the things that I want like

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What what the fuck like what else would someone want right?

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And then so I think it's like perspective, right? So it's like, you know when people just hear that from the jump like oh

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I got the life out. No, it's like there's reasoning behind that and it's like I could be the same person but been born in Venezuela

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Other different Afghanistan like all these other places, right? And so it's just so crazy that

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What determines that I have no idea

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But what I do know kind of getting back to your story with Chicago is

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People that are born and raised in Southern California. Um, when it comes to weather when it hits 50 degrees people freak the fuck out. Yeah

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In Chicago so bad six months out of the year. It's fucking cold is shit

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I used to like watch the school with snow like piled taller than I was and like it was so crazy

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Just like thinking like wanting to run outside without a jacket on and stuff like that

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I'm like, I need a double fuzzy sock up now like i'm such a baby now, but

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No, that's a good way of looking at it because it's really like all about perspective

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And even when I live in Chicago like on the like rainy snowy whatever days

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It was just like you can go with your friends or you could do that

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And it was just like good like you always had something to do even if it was like

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A literal winter storm outside. I also think it builds hard people like

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People in the midwest and the east coast that have to deal with these fucking crazy frigid temperatures

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Um, you know year like a lot of the year it builds a lot of character

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Uh in these individuals where you know, maybe a lot of people that grew up in, you know

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Nice warm breezy fucking client maybe can be a little bit softer

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I could definitely see that and like one point that I like to do is I like to do is

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That and like one point that I like to make like showing like my growth or like showing where I started to like now

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Is like there was a couple years where like we didn't have heat in that Chicago winter

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and so like no hot water like no anything and it's just like

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That's one thing if you're like living in Arizona or living out here or something like that, but it was just like

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How did I go through?

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Like I would have been such a baby now and i'm just like how so yeah, chicago's not for me anymore

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Isn't that crazy though? I'm just like I got enough of it. I don't want to I don't want anything

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but then I just got a st bernard and so i'm like I need to go to the snow now to like

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Let him fulfill all his like lifelong. Yes, I guess whatever

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It's it's like deep and grained in your mind. Why is st bernard? Um, so I had a pit bull that we had to put down and like I

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He started to get like getting masses or whatever all over him and like none of them were cancerous

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But one was pushing down on his brain. So we were like

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Like you're acting a little feisty and big pit bull bigger than me. Whatever

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So he had a good run

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But he was my dog and he was supposed to move into my house like two months later. And so i'm like well

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I need like a big dog to protect me because I have like a small cat

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That's like my little buddy that I got during covid

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But I was like, let's go bigger. Fuck it. And like he's like a nanny dog

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like they're very like sweet lazy like my type of vibe but like, um,

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Five months and like a big pull up a picture of a st bernard

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I just want to make sure like

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Yours at five months

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Let's see this. Five months is ridiculous. Yeah, you want to uh, you could just airdrop it to tyler's macbook pro

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That's so crazy. I mean they're they're big freaking dogs

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Like they're no joke. So are you like training it like on commands to like attack and kill like you whistle three times and it just

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jumps on the person I

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I should we're not there quite yet

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because he is such a cuddle bug and i'm trying right now to like

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avoid him jumping because he's already he weighs more than I do and so I um

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I worry about that a little bit. Yeah, for sure one video

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You know it it's kind of crazy because like I think a lot of times with a bigger dog

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The ones that are super friendly and kind they might not even know their own strength

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And you know, because I have this little dog, um dodger. She's a sweetheart but like I saw for the longest time

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You you would she would go around like little kids and she would spaz the fuck out

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Yeah, and it was like so weird and I was like god damn. Thank god

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She's small because if she was big like that that would be a problem

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but I don't know there there is I have two small dogs and

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I won't ever go small like no not again

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No, I want like a medium-sized dog that that's I used to have like a like a charpé and then I had like a lab chow

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Pitbull mix so my pussy is visible in this just a heads up. Okay. Okay, cool. All right

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You're blow-drying your dog. Yeah

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry

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I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry

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Yeah, there's another one coming through just we did a bath day today. It took up the whole day

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That's why I wasn't responding to your messages right away

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Because I have to like brush through like he's such a hairy dog

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They were like do you want the short hair or do you want the long hair?

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And I was like, I want the long hair. Oh, you're screwed. You're you're a fucking black clothes are ruined

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Oh, yeah, you have this next one up. It's downloading. Oh shit

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It's like a slow mo one so it might be a little funky

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But like you can see him like hold and he's gonna get what how much bigger so

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He's a purebred and so he he's estimated to get 180 to 200

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But the world's largest dog is a 357 pound st. Bernard. So you're going for the fucking record

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I don't know. I'm like do I do it? Do I just like feed him a bunch of like

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Dinner roasts and like stuff like that. Like I don't know

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What to do but like at the same time like I can't carry them

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I'm like if I gotta carry them on and off the bed like I can't do that. So like

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Yeah, we're just figuring out day by day

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I look at his old stuff his old little videos and i'm like, holy shit, dude, like

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Let me i'll send one over dude. What why she sent this over look this up

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Did you guys hear about the 30 year old dog the world's oldest dog? No, okay

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I don't want to

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But listen to the way that it lived and this is so crazy. So uh dog bobby right here. Uh, yeah

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Yeah, well you just click on is he still alive? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. He's a portuguese portuguese dog. That is

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I'm sorry. I sent something. That's all good

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Uh that has been declared the world's oldest dog by guinness book of world records records records

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Nearer I don't even know where those places are but this dog right here click on that one right there the smithsonia magazine

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30 30 years old and what time seven so that's like 210 like old as shit. The thing is is this dog

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Lives on a farm

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Outside like all the fucking time. Wait, I think that's the yeah, this is the same dog. So they're taking pictures all inside

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This is sucks

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Keep on scrolling down

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Okay, yeah, maybe that's wild. Okay sony and magazine. Yeah, the world i'm definitely not gonna have the oldest

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I mean you could maybe you could so portuguese dog named bobby was crowned the world's oldest dog february 1st breaking the almost century

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Old record per guinness world records previous title holder an australian cattle dog

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Um, and he lives in a small portuguese village for more than three decades, uh, and he almost didn't survive past infancy

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So here's the story behind him is that he lives

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100 anybody lives on the farm. He gets fed like

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Human food like the like good human food and there's really something to say about that like this past weekend

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I was up in big sir in the forest in nature

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And there's just something like I don't know just primal. It just brings this different individual out of you

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Totally and if you look at like a lot of fresh air 100% right and like a lot of times

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We have our dogs cooped up in homes. That's just life now, right? Right, but

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There is something to say like, you know

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Your your environment plays a huge role into your things and so like with dogs

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I'm sure dogs that spend a lot of time outside being like dogs

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It's a it's a different story for them

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I feel like if I because like st bernard's are like search and rescue like mountain dogs

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And so i'm like if I lived in colorado, like you would just be thriving but i'm like

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I can't do it. I mean listen

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Here's a video of him. I love this motherfucker. Oh, so it should be slo-mo if it's not let's see. Let's see. Let's see

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Damn, he he's five months. Oh, that is not the right video. That's a three-minute video

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It's just a three-minute video of him getting the zoomies. Yeah, so I that was a little slo-mo part if anything

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I want to go back but um, is that the same dog as bethoven? It is yeah

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And I thought it was the same dog as the sandlot dog until I found out yesterday when I posted a gift of him on twitter

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I was like, that's not the same dog. What kind of dog is the same dog?

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Um, I great course. I don't know here. Look that up. Yeah, we can look that up. Damn. Yeah, I thought it was

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I thought it was too. I got the sandlot dog bitch. I was like, you know, the big like the beast like yes

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Yeah, god that movie was so

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Yeah, dude, you're gonna fucking be rocking

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Seriously crime was like uh like I was telling you before it's like a game changer as far as energy drinks

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I never drank energy drinks

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Energy drinks. I never drank energy drinks

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Cain Corso

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Dude, that was the dog

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I could see it

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That dog the first search is cain corso a gentle dog. Did you see?

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Wow, what bright what breed of dog? Yeah, hercules. Okay, just a different color and the ears weren't massed if

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Yeah, over 200 pounds so they're like in the same ballgame but like yeah, there we go. Yeah, english mastiff

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There we go. Damn that dog is fucking crazy, man. Yeah, that would be nuts. Yeah. Have you always had big dogs? Um

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Growing up. I like didn't have animals and so I have a cat and I got a dog like in high school

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but it was like my sister wanted to get a dog and then they were like here's the runt of the litter if you

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Want like this little extra one for like

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500 bucks and so that was my dog

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Um, and so I just kind of like got this pit bull english bulldog mix and it was cool

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But like I couldn't move around with him. So he became my mom's dog. And so now she has like a little english bulldog

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And I have this giant same

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So, yeah, nice man dogs. I fucking just dogs in general, you know, there's just something

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They're just amazing when they say like man's best friend. It's so true

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My house would feel so lonely without him and like I only lived with a cat for so long and i'm like it's fine

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But like I was just living in a model house where I just had the cat and then I got the dog and I was like

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I need to move the fuck out like the dog is too much. But like now it's so nice. Yeah, he's having

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He's a lot. He's still a puppy. Yeah, and so like that's at least it's like all wood floor

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Like it's nice in that sense because like perfect. It soaks it up really nice

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Now it's way better than carpet. That's for sure. Yeah, no, I get it

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Yeah, it's it's so funny because I was talking about uh with my wife this past weekend that um

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like like dogs like

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Puppy dogs, right? Like puppy dogs like human babies, right when they come out the womb

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They just cry for like two fucking years straight, right? Not really but like it's like it's a lot

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It's a lot on a parent to raise it

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a dog

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They they might whine and whimper a little bit

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But like they just pee you potty train them you get them fucking going, you know, yeah bark bark, right? But like

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Like it's just so different like when humans come out. We're just so fucking weak. Yeah

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Fucking dog comes out. But like i've also seen something where it's like

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Getting a pet of any kind is like they basically have stockholm syndrome because it's like you just ripped me away from my parents

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And now i'm just with your new owners. So that's where they're like

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Not acting right when you first get them but like them they become little babies. Of course. So good. Yes

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Yeah, they forget eventually i'm sure right?

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But it yeah, I mean it is kind of fucked up, right?

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We just like we we have there's these places and they're just fucking sell them rip them away from their mom

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But like in the wild

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Do dogs stay together forever dog pack? Yeah, but don't they kick the males out?

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We look that up like in the wild do dogs like stick together like lobsters. They're just so domesticated that we don't know

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Yeah, I don't know. I I know like wolves and cows

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But like I felt like they eventually like kick the males out or something like that

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But then if that happens get those motherfuckers out

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Fucking love that shirt

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I have uh, I got a I got a red one. I fucking cut it. I love it. Yeah, it's so good

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I actually went to go buy one this weekend and um, but they were out of the black. What does it say?

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uh

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They raise their pups together and in some of the larger species

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The young may stay with their parents after they've grown up and this way they form large family groups known as packs

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It's very similar to like wolfs very similar to wolves humans, right?

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Like I see that like that damn that is crazy though, right?

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Like so we just rip them away when like instinctually they would probably stick together for a long time

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Yeah

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I wonder if they would like recognize their parents like past

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like

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A couple years or something. I don't know or something. They got a good smell

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What a good sense of smell they have a very good sense of smell and then like

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Like coyotes what they'll do like when you hear them like doing like uh, like yelling right at night time

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It's called a roll call

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And so they will do that and if any of the ones are like the the babies or whatever or like missing

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They don't hear them

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Though female will start producing babies like they'll start having babies not like they push a baby out that night

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But they gotta add to the fucking pack, right?

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Which is kind of crazy. That's kind of crazy and then dolphins what they do is they rape people they rape

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They're raping people. That's what they do. They are rapey as fuck

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But what the females will do is they will just fuck the all the males right to confuse them

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So that they don't kill the fucking because what dolphins will do is they'll kill the young just to fuck the the woman, right?

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But if the woman sleeps with all the male dolphins

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I don't want to

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See the single mother bullshit crazy, right? That's crazy dolphins. Yeah animals are just fucking weird

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Yeah, do you want to see okay? You want to see how fucking weird animals are? All right? All right

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I'm gonna show her

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You can't um, you cannot show this on the video tyler, uh, sorry guys I will

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I will

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Uh, here goes saved. Um

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Um, and right here. Let me just air drop this to you real quick tyler, right? I'm gonna i'm gonna air drop it to him

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Um tyler, i'm like I don't want this evidence. No, no, no

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Oh, wait, are you logged into instagram right now?

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I should be yeah. Okay, cool. All right, pull this up, dude. All right. So sorry. This page is unavailable

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Ah, fuck. Oh, yeah, because you gotta be watching. Okay. I'm just gonna show you my phone ready. Here we go. Let's see it

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Wait, oh

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Is it playing? Yeah

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So it's a fucking I don't know what kind of monkey is that what do you think I couldn't tell

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In the crazy party sitting on the people's car. I'm just limping just

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So I just showed her a video

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Of uh, some type of fucking

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Making it around on instagram right now. I got like a zoo or something

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Like a drive-through open zoo. Yeah monkey is sitting on the back of the person's car

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Literally jerking off bus a nut into his hand eats the fucking cum

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It's like let's go

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I fucking love animals

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All right, so let's bring it back to your story, right so

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In fact, uh, so chicago, how long were you out there for? Um, I

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Was out like I grew up out there like I lived in colorado and I was like a baby

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So that doesn't count but like grade school middle school. I hit high school

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um

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Some rumors started floating around then I was getting down a little bit and so I was like fuck this my parent lived another parent lives

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In georgia, and so I moved to georgia my sophomore year randomly

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Moved from there to arizona back to chicago

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And then I dropped out after that after my junior year shit. Yeah

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Yeah, and then after I dropped out I moved back to arizona for a little bit jumping around over here

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That's all good. I moved back to arizona for a little bit and then I was like

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My hometown friends and do crazy stuff and whatever I go back to chicago

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And so I did that like during their senior year. So that was cool

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I kind of got to hang out with them a little bit and then I was like

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Everyone kind of sucks here

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so I moved back out to arizona stayed out there for

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Um, I stayed out there for a little while moved with a long time on and off boyfriend across the country

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That was just a dumbass decision. But then

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back in arizona, um, I went from

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Working some restaurant jobs to

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Working at a daycare and then I realized I never went to work with kids

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When I became a stripper and the rest is history, uh, these long nails

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As long as you're not getting more glue on my clothes, dude, that's what's crazy

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I literally sploozed your glue everywhere

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But my nail is on so it's okay

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winner

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Appreciate it

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Was it you know going through all of that right when you especially when you move back to chicago

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Isn't it kind of weird like you always think things are going to be greater than they are

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And then when you actually go through it, it's not as great as like you think you're missing out on something

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Yeah, and then like you get back and then it's just like oh I should have just saved those memories for what it is

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Yeah, so like I don't really go out there anymore and my last family member out there is just my dad

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And so we're just like just come to the warmth. Yeah, wouldn't you like we don't need to go there really 100%

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So yeah, no, i'm super happy that I realized that early on and

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I mean

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Everyone I was friends with is still living there. So it's just kind of like ah like

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Yeah, that's nothing is ever gonna change. Yeah, I get that

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I have six more if you want them

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Everyone's gonna be lining up at your door. They're like you had six more

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Fucking bought them all baby

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um, no, but

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Um, no, they're all mine. Fuck dude. I love those things. Um, you know not sponsored, but really good. Definitely not not yet logan paul

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um, but uh

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But you know when you decided to make that transition from working with kids to stripping. Yeah

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I'm sure it wasn't exactly like that. Maybe it was it was kind of uh

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Was this already something that was going through your like I always wonder like when when a woman says or or man, right? Um,

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um, I'm going to do this right because like I think a society like even though

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Uh porn is the most porn

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Nudity all of that shit like that industry. It's well, it's like the biggest industry in the fucking world, right?

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But it's exactly it's like so stupid. It's like it's fucking dumb get banned on instagram. Yeah, I yes. Yeah

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Um making that decision right was that a hard one's an easy one, you know, because he friends family

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um

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with my

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So i'm not friends with anybody really that like I was close friends with before because it always hit a weird point

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Where it was just kind of like yeah. Yeah, well you do i'm going to turn on the um

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All right, um, there we go, but my family was always really cool about it, um

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because

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Like my mom's sober my dad's a dead head like they're they've been through their own shit

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So they're just kind of like as long as you're not like in jail like whatever like you're good

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And I was always I always had little antics that I was up to anyway, so it wasn't really a shocker to anybody. Um

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but

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There was something I wanted to touch on that you started with fuck

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um

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Uh making the transition from making the transition not the kids fuck

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Them kids

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I love it. Um, so my like turning point where

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I was like

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Fuck it. I want to be a stripper was did you ever see the movie the dirt with molly crew?

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Fuck yeah, I did love that movie. I literally watched that

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and like went and applied to the strip club like two days later because I was just like

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That's the life I want like they're just like living the rock star lifestyle because they want to like yeah

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they're making music along the way, but like they're just living the life that they want to just like

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Doing whatever they want and so I was like fuck it like I think covet hit and I was just like

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It could all end in the matter of nothing. And so i'm like nothing matters and then here we are

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But that's like such a great perspective right right because like so many people live their life in these fucking tight little boxes

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regardless of if that is circumstance if that is

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Uh their choice whatever the fuck it is, right? So many people are afraid

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To step out of this box that they have created or it's been created for them

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so having a a that decision where I

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I'm going to do what the fuck I want regardless of the situation as long as i'm not fucking hurting anyone

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Who gives a fuck right?

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No, I was uh listening to the fussy cat dolls on the way here and it was like, um

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Um, fuck what was the line?

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God damn it. That's a good line

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Yeah, that was the line. God damn it. Okay, I forgot what it was

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But I like prepped it and I was just like i'm gonna say this in the interview. Um, but

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When I grow up, I want to be famous. I want to be or

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oh

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Look it up. We're gonna we're gonna play the pussy head dolls real quick. Yeah, look it up. Look it up

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I'm just gonna be like this is the line right here. We'll cut all this shit out

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Do you remember what the song is called when I grow up by the pussy cat dolls?

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Yeah, look up the lyrics for when I grew up by the pussy cat dolls exactly what she just said

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Oh, here you go. Sorry. I'm trying to remember it's so hard and it's so hard all this caffeine

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I also drank a red bull before I came in here. Yes, you did like and zoom in

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But all right, what's it say?

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uh

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Wait, what?

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Wait, what? No

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When I grow up not a pussy cat tell us

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Wait, what would you say when I grow up pussy cat dolls the band?

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Okay, let's uh, where's the lyrics though, um

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Yeah, just type in lyrics

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So is this like your motto for life?

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This is like my like turn up anthem when i'm on the way to the shoot like oh, let's scroll down more

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When I was younger, I wanted attention. I promised myself that I'd do anything anything at all for them to notice me

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But I'm complaining we all want to be famous

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So go ahead and say what you want to say

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You don't know what it's like to be nameless and want them to know what your name is because see when I was younger

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I would say

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And then it's like I want to be a star. I want to be in movies and i'm like i'm in movies. I'm kind of

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technically

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No, but like yeah, that's my little like

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Hype up anthem that gets you going. Yeah, there's uh

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There's a metal cover that I really enjoy of it and i'm just like

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On the way I did it on the way here. I love that. You know

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Songs music in general

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It's so weird how it can like hit a like a spot in your brain and in your soul. It's kind of like um

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Like, you know how like you can like smell something and it takes you back to a certain time

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Like you hear this song. I can't listen to some songs because i'm just like i'm back in that car with

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Whatever in memory like yeah, it's crazy

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It's fucking weird, right? I I don't really there's obviously a reasoning for that. But um

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We all have those jams high school. So I don't know the reason for it now

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Either did I

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Oh, you didn't fuck no, I dropped out at uh 12th grade. I got my gd but I didn't get my gd. I feel like

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All the cool people did

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Yeah

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there's all the people that i've like seemed to come around and I don't know if that like

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Is because of my industry or something like that

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But it's just like the people that I get along with it's like

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And I knew there was a little something

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You went through some hard time like yes

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Yes, very much

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You know, I think those are the best people in the world, right people that have been through shit and come out the other side

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right, you know, because if you haven't seen darkness face up then

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your life

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I don't know what your life is, but I I just know for me it's shaped

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And created who I am today

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Totally, I wouldn't be the person I am without those those experiences and so many people that I look up to and admire

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I've gone through some dark shit and made it out the other side and it's crazy where it's like

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growing up you heard like you never know what people are going through but it's just like now like someone will open up to you and

423
00:30:47,520 --> 00:30:48,880
you're just like

424
00:30:48,880 --> 00:30:52,240
Holy shit, like yeah, that's some heavy shit and it's just

425
00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:55,680
I'm good on it right now. Yeah

426
00:30:55,680 --> 00:31:03,040
Um, I I totally get what you're saying. Yeah, and it's I mean especially in today's day and age and like with podcasting

427
00:31:03,120 --> 00:31:05,280
Especially you you hear so many

428
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,000
um amazing stories about

429
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,520
People that have gone through some dark heavy shit, you know

430
00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:16,720
And and now are the people that they are today and now inspiring so many people, right?

431
00:31:16,880 --> 00:31:20,560
I think for so long, you know, especially before like social media and podcasting all these things like

432
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:23,840
People's lives were very tight-lipped

433
00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:28,640
And even like you go one generation back and nobody went to therapy. Yeah, and it's just so

434
00:31:29,600 --> 00:31:37,040
Normalized like it's just talking and I mean some people talk a little too like share overshare a little bit too much

435
00:31:37,040 --> 00:31:40,080
And stuff like that where i'm just like get a diary. Don't tell the internet

436
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:42,720
It's

437
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:46,480
That's what I always tell myself on twitter because that's my main platform

438
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:50,800
So i'm just like if I could write it down in a diary or talk to a therapist about it

439
00:31:50,800 --> 00:31:52,800
It does not need to go on the internet. Yes

440
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:55,760
Um, but now it's so crazy the

441
00:31:56,800 --> 00:32:00,240
The change so quickly. Yeah. Yeah, it is it is

442
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:05,760
I mean you got to think about it too like 2007 2006. There was not an iphone 2007. There was an iphone

443
00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:08,560
Yeah, 15 years later and we have

444
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:12,000
This insanity, right? It's fucking it's

445
00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:14,960
Normalcy like it's literally it's

446
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:22,480
Watches, uh, I mean we're we're all first generation. We're first generation cyborgs. It's wild like you cannot like you

447
00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:27,360
Especially like we said you won't have a calculator handy. I got a calculator handy all the time

448
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:30,080
When the calculators came out, right?

449
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:34,560
What do you mean when they came out when they when they no no not for me

450
00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:37,040
But like when they first came when they first came out, right?

451
00:32:38,060 --> 00:32:43,680
Professor scientists like mathematicians. They fucking hated it, right? They thought it was wrong

452
00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:49,760
They did they didn't want their fussing kids using it. They thought it was cheating. Yeah, totally now look at chat cheap bt

453
00:32:50,640 --> 00:32:54,800
Little beads and shit like I don't know what is that called? What?

454
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:57,440
the little oh

455
00:32:58,160 --> 00:33:03,360
Um, it's something with an a no, no, it's not do you know what it is? It's like an old school fucking calculator

456
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:08,560
I don't know what that took my time. Look it up. Look it up. But I know you're talking about is it like a

457
00:33:09,120 --> 00:33:11,120
a chinese finger trap

458
00:33:11,360 --> 00:33:12,800
Not like that

459
00:33:12,800 --> 00:33:16,320
It's like a little board that you move. No, I know finger trap is I know I know I know

460
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:23,520
Um, no, but it's uh, what's it called? But wasn't it originally abacus? Yeah, there we go. Where did it originate from?

461
00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:30,320
I think china that's why yeah, I was like finger trap. No, but like math board. Yes

462
00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:36,480
Yeah, chinese san juan or a swan pan. Okay. All right. There you go

463
00:33:37,040 --> 00:33:41,520
So that's what that's what you and always on us. Oh, that's what it's called in chinese. Sorry

464
00:33:41,520 --> 00:33:46,000
That's it's called the swan pan in chinese and yeah, it's from china. Okay. Well, I mean you don't even need

465
00:33:48,640 --> 00:33:51,920
But you don't even need to call you don't even call it calculate you don't need to calculate just ask fucking

466
00:33:52,400 --> 00:33:56,080
Siri to do a math problem for you. Right? Have you heard of chat gpt? No

467
00:33:56,880 --> 00:33:58,720
Pull this up

468
00:33:58,720 --> 00:34:01,440
So I heard you say it a second ago. Yeah, it's just like i'm just gonna

469
00:34:02,240 --> 00:34:07,280
I'm gonna roll over. No worries. No worries. Um, I sent you an article, but you can just fucking pull it up, right?

470
00:34:07,280 --> 00:34:13,360
Um not pull up chat gpt, but let me just kind of read a brief description on it, right? So chat gpt

471
00:34:13,980 --> 00:34:20,720
Gpt is an ai chatbot system that open ai released in november to show us to show off and test what a very large powerful ai

472
00:34:20,800 --> 00:34:26,480
System can accomplish you can ask countless questions and often we'll get answers that are useful. For example, you can ask it

473
00:34:27,100 --> 00:34:30,880
Encyclopedia questions like explain newton's law of motion, but you can't ask it like

474
00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:33,680
You can ask it. You can ask it

475
00:34:34,160 --> 00:34:36,160
right, um

476
00:34:36,160 --> 00:34:38,400
Pick uh pick pick someone famous

477
00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:42,960
Kanye west right? Um write a 10 page essay

478
00:34:43,680 --> 00:34:48,960
About the pros and cons of Kanye west and it will fucking spit it out

479
00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:55,600
In an insane like insane kim kardashian if you need something to do on your wednesday night right there

480
00:34:56,480 --> 00:35:03,680
You can ask it like write an email blast for my business that is launching a new this and it will do it

481
00:35:03,680 --> 00:35:05,680
And it will do it. So

482
00:35:06,400 --> 00:35:10,480
Sexting just got turned to a whole new level. I'm just like you want like a whole

483
00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:12,720
What is the difference?

484
00:35:12,720 --> 00:35:16,080
Like why why did newton's law of blah blah?

485
00:35:16,240 --> 00:35:23,040
You know, um change the world write me a a one page essay about it for my class, right or whatever like something like that

486
00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:28,800
It can like have opinions based on other opinions and articles basically based off of the information that it's fed

487
00:35:28,800 --> 00:35:36,640
And it's the first time a chat ai an ai chat is literally disrupting the entire

488
00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:43,840
This entire thing that we thought was not disruptible meaning like true like white collar based jobs

489
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:47,520
Like I I sent this article. I was actually going to bring um, bring it up at the end

490
00:35:47,760 --> 00:35:49,760
Yeah, uh, let me see it on my phone

491
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:56,400
I just sent it to tie have you ever like seen the trend where it's like things that would send a victorian child into like a stroke

492
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:57,680
that

493
00:35:57,680 --> 00:36:02,640
Wait, what a victorian air child like things that would send them like into a stroke just because it's like too much

494
00:36:02,720 --> 00:36:06,000
Oh, yeah. Yeah. Yes. Yes. Yeah. Yes. Yes

495
00:36:06,240 --> 00:36:10,560
if somebody just like with their like candlestick and like nightgown and they're just like

496
00:36:11,120 --> 00:36:18,320
I'm witchcraft. It's like it's like fucking it's literally witchcraft like what I remember playing like solitaire like and just doing like little

497
00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:24,080
I don't even know what it was just like drawing stuff. They're paint on the computer on windows like

498
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:29,520
Like now it's a whole thing. No, I mean have you seen those like ai things to like recreate images of you?

499
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:32,720
Yeah, i've done a couple and they're kind of crazy

500
00:36:32,720 --> 00:36:34,960
but like there's this new thing going on where it's like

501
00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:41,200
Is ai porn gonna take over like real porn but like you see their fingers and they have like 12 fingers

502
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:48,880
Yes, one hand like their teeth are like all one but like lying somewhere like for now. Yeah, and that's for now because like

503
00:36:50,480 --> 00:36:52,480
On one aspect it's like

504
00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:55,120
I could be making another

505
00:36:56,080 --> 00:37:02,000
Version of me or like a totally different person and like I could be two entities making one but like

506
00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,040
Why is it gonna come to that?

507
00:37:05,120 --> 00:37:08,320
That's crazy. Does that freak you out? It does. Yeah

508
00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:14,160
Yeah, I mean like I used to be good at internet and then I lost it like as soon as internet became my job. I'm like

509
00:37:15,440 --> 00:37:17,600
Export this and now like this drive is full

510
00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:23,280
So I have to do like it's just like a lot and i'm just like it was so simple before when I was really good at it

511
00:37:23,360 --> 00:37:24,640
Yeah

512
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:30,960
You know, I mean all of this technology is gonna disrupt pretty much fucking everything

513
00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:34,960
As ai systems get better and better. I mean there is going to be a time

514
00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:40,320
Where you can say I want to see leonardo caprio dicking down

515
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:42,320
three midgets

516
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:43,680
in cancun

517
00:37:43,680 --> 00:37:45,680
underwater

518
00:37:45,680 --> 00:37:50,720
like under under 25 right like and um

519
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:54,400
and it will create it so realistic that

520
00:37:55,760 --> 00:38:01,680
It is it is very weird, right? And so, you know things like chat gpt which um is just

521
00:38:02,320 --> 00:38:04,960
Changing the game like here. Let me scroll down just real quick tyler

522
00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:11,520
Uh, so it's pretty much for the people that's listening to chat gpt is a natural language processing tool driven by a technology

523
00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:17,360
That allows you to have human-like conversations and much more with the chat bot the language model can answer questions and assist you with tasks

524
00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:21,440
Such as composing emails essay and code usage is currently open for public

525
00:38:21,920 --> 00:38:28,240
Open to the public free of charge because chat gpt is in its research and feedback collection phase as of february 1st

526
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:32,720
There's also a paid model, right? And so it I wouldn't have dropped out of high school

527
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:35,040
Well, that's what i'm saying

528
00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:39,760
And and and so it's like getting back to the calculator right at that. They thought it was cheap. Well

529
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:41,760
I think it's like a good tool

530
00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:48,480
You can use this to completely cheat right or you can use it to assist you to create better content

531
00:38:48,720 --> 00:38:53,520
Well, we had that too where it was like spark notes where it was just it gave you like flashcards of like everything

532
00:38:53,520 --> 00:38:57,520
You need to know about what books were in any curriculum

533
00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:02,640
And so it was just kind of like oh that's cheating but everyone does it same sort of thing where it's just like

534
00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:08,640
If the ai gets better like you never submitted your own essay. It's always been ai. Yeah

535
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:13,440
so but these conversations that you have in your industry like especially with the ai and

536
00:39:14,560 --> 00:39:15,600
and

537
00:39:15,600 --> 00:39:19,440
Uh, not face swap. What is it called when they make the videos? Uh

538
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:26,640
Cameo no, it's like um, you they've had videos of like obama saying crazy shit that he's never said before

539
00:39:27,200 --> 00:39:31,520
Thank you. See so like do you guys ever have like, you know with your friends and

540
00:39:32,540 --> 00:39:36,400
comrades, uh, you know talk about this because there is gonna come a time where

541
00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:38,400
Maybe your industry is fully

542
00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:39,840
disrupted

543
00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:41,120
I mean, I think there'll be a time

544
00:39:41,120 --> 00:39:46,560
I think there'll be things like only fans and shit like that where people will want like the real shit, you know

545
00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:49,200
But then like for the average viewer

546
00:39:49,840 --> 00:39:55,920
If they can make their own porn in 30 seconds of whatever adult content, right? Like

547
00:39:56,400 --> 00:40:00,320
That's crazy. It's insane. But like it's so crazy because it's just like

548
00:40:00,320 --> 00:40:08,560
we it's been changing so much since I started because I started like in the middle of covid when like only fans was just becoming a thing and so like

549
00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:14,640
A bunch of like big name girls like dropped out because they were making so much on their only fans that they didn't need to do it anymore

550
00:40:14,960 --> 00:40:17,680
and like it shook up all of the agents because they were like

551
00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:21,600
Where's my entire roster basically? Yes, so like

552
00:40:22,240 --> 00:40:27,200
It's been a really weird like in-between period of just like finding a bunch of people taking on like all the only fans people like on

553
00:40:27,200 --> 00:40:30,720
Surge of people are just like sex positive. Yeah, and it's just like

554
00:40:32,160 --> 00:40:33,760
I don't know

555
00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:35,120
like

556
00:40:35,120 --> 00:40:38,400
It's hard because unless if you watermark your pictures

557
00:40:38,400 --> 00:40:45,120
They're probably already getting stolen and like used somewhere to like fake out somebody to like pay for something or scam

558
00:40:45,280 --> 00:40:51,680
Someone because like there's always like fake pages and like stuff like that that everyone's like, please report this and blah blah blah and it's like

559
00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:54,800
It just happens already

560
00:40:54,800 --> 00:40:57,120
but like it's so crazy to think about

561
00:40:57,840 --> 00:41:03,760
Because like there's just a scandal with the deep fake with some t twitch streamers or youtubers or something like that. I don't even know that

562
00:41:03,920 --> 00:41:09,760
Yeah, where they were like sitting on their stream like crying because they were like, this is so invasive

563
00:41:09,760 --> 00:41:13,120
Someone made a deep fake porno me and blah blah, and it's just like

564
00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:15,840
I think it's gonna

565
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:22,000
Like throw everybody for a loop and like not know like law wise what to do

566
00:41:22,000 --> 00:41:27,440
And so they might just like crack down harder and like they're already doing like age verification and like weird stuff like

567
00:41:27,680 --> 00:41:33,280
In the south and stuff like that where they're like hornet brand whatever and it's it's a lot

568
00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:35,280
I used to live in georgia and i'm just like I

569
00:41:35,760 --> 00:41:40,560
I get it, but like it's just so old school like it's it's wild but

570
00:41:41,680 --> 00:41:46,560
I don't know still love it out there. But like still it's it's a lot. I couldn't live out there again

571
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:49,360
California's the place but

572
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:53,120
Yeah, I just think it's gonna throw everybody and like a

573
00:41:53,680 --> 00:41:56,880
Elon musk buying twitter sort of thing where it's like we don't know what we're gonna do

574
00:41:56,880 --> 00:42:01,520
So we're gonna keep changing everything every single day and like just go with the flow and like if your account like

575
00:42:01,840 --> 00:42:09,440
Comes or goes like just deal with it. Yeah, I don't know. They need to create technology to fight that though. I don't think laws

576
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:13,440
Well, maybe laws right that that could work

577
00:42:14,080 --> 00:42:16,080
but

578
00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:19,360
Technology that they can run on these platforms

579
00:42:19,920 --> 00:42:21,440
that um

580
00:42:21,440 --> 00:42:25,280
That you know know that if it's real or fake, right?

581
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:29,680
Yeah, and then the individual that is truly verified saying okay. This is real. This is real

582
00:42:29,680 --> 00:42:35,600
This is fake right and then it starts to build out and understand well, it's not even that sometimes sometimes it's just like oh

583
00:42:35,600 --> 00:42:40,240
Well, we're changing our terms of service today and you wake up and you didn't know

584
00:42:40,240 --> 00:42:44,800
Yeah, but like it just is something that's like you know, it's like you know, it's like

585
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:48,800
It just is something that's wrong with your profile and then it's like boom like you're down

586
00:42:48,800 --> 00:42:54,000
And then the next day you get your profile back because it's just like oh we changed it back and like we're just trying something new

587
00:42:54,000 --> 00:42:56,480
And it's has happened to you. It hasn't happened to me

588
00:42:56,480 --> 00:43:02,560
But it did hit like a wave of like five big accounts where they were like 600k and plus where it was just like

589
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:04,480
I think

590
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:06,560
More than half of them got him back like the next day

591
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:11,680
But it was just like that could happen to anybody like nobody knew really what it was and stuff like that

592
00:43:11,680 --> 00:43:16,000
But like could be anything and everybody was throwing out different opinions of like what they thought it was

593
00:43:16,000 --> 00:43:22,640
But I was just like i'm just gonna remove anything that has music or like anything like that because like copyright or whatever

594
00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,720
Yeah, that sucks though. Yeah, it sucks

595
00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:30,320
They they they hold the social media companies hold too much power over the people and I talk about this all the time where

596
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:31,200
You know

597
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:37,200
We we look at i'm like a huge free speech absolutist as long as you're not doxing someone or causing real world harm

598
00:43:38,080 --> 00:43:39,760
I think everything should go

599
00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:44,720
Like have have it because I always think that uh, bad speech will always be backed up by good speech

600
00:43:44,800 --> 00:43:49,680
And the cream always rises to the top. It starts conversation 100 it educates someone. Yes

601
00:43:50,080 --> 00:43:52,560
Yeah, and if you have a one-sided view for too long

602
00:43:53,440 --> 00:44:00,960
Well, well, yeah, but you know things could go so far not saying this can happen, but it did one-sided view

603
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:07,040
Nazi germany, right? Yeah one-sided view for a long period of time. I'm saying like, you know

604
00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:12,400
If here's the goalpost and 10 000 miles down is nazi germany. Could it happen once?

605
00:44:13,040 --> 00:44:15,040
Yes, it did. I mean that's like

606
00:44:15,280 --> 00:44:19,360
Kind of with the insult thing like it's just kind of just like why is there

607
00:44:20,240 --> 00:44:22,400
such a group for me and where it's just like

608
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:29,040
Becoming like there was like some dude that like I think it was in georgia like shot up like massage parlors

609
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:30,720
because he was just like

610
00:44:30,720 --> 00:44:32,720
you guys are doing more and it's like

611
00:44:33,120 --> 00:44:36,720
I don't think they were who knows like I it was a while ago exactly

612
00:44:36,720 --> 00:44:38,720
but it's just like it's

613
00:44:39,280 --> 00:44:42,480
Like anybody like getting that like hyping up and stuff like that

614
00:44:42,480 --> 00:44:47,760
it's just like we need some kind of moderation on the internet, but like not too invasive just kind of like a

615
00:44:48,720 --> 00:44:50,400
Hey, we should

616
00:44:50,400 --> 00:44:54,800
Figure out where this guy is going. Like I yeah, it's I know it's so weird

617
00:44:54,880 --> 00:44:59,600
It's like how do you do these at scale though, too, right? You have millions billions of users

618
00:45:00,000 --> 00:45:05,200
It's like how do you moderate at scale in an ethical manner? I don't even know the fucking answer

619
00:45:05,200 --> 00:45:07,200
I mean even with like cameras being everywhere now

620
00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:12,000
It's just like I we didn't grow up like that and it's happened so quick and i'm like thank god that there weren't

621
00:45:12,240 --> 00:45:16,080
Cameras even in my school when I was like ditching class or doing some stuff or whatever

622
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:21,520
And it's just now there's like facial recognition like it's crazy stuff where

623
00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:24,080
Yeah, it's

624
00:45:24,080 --> 00:45:29,520
It's wild, but then super wild. It is all very wild. Yeah, but you know for you to like, you know

625
00:45:30,560 --> 00:45:33,360
I I want to take a step back real quick because we were talking about

626
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:36,400
um, you know you making the transition right sorry to like just

627
00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:43,520
Jump right? Uh, you were gonna make the transition right from uh, to to you know to dancing, right? Yeah

628
00:45:43,840 --> 00:45:47,440
When you did that like what was going through your mind at the time?

629
00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:52,080
And did you have like was your your family because I know you said your family is supportive, but were they at the time?

630
00:45:52,800 --> 00:45:55,760
So at the time that I like started dancing it was

631
00:45:56,480 --> 00:46:00,640
So what had happened was I saw a kid get hurt at the daycare and I was like

632
00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:06,400
I don't want to be around anyone else's kid getting hurt and everyone was like super lax about it and I was like

633
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:11,520
I need to go like this is not the bad like yeah, no like yeah, whatever

634
00:46:11,520 --> 00:46:14,400
But they were like, you know, he's gonna kick it her and I was like shut up like no

635
00:46:14,720 --> 00:46:17,600
And so that's why I was just like can't work with kids anymore

636
00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:23,200
Whatever and like my mom knew that like that fucked me up because she knew that I never saw anything like that before like

637
00:46:23,440 --> 00:46:27,600
The baby just fell but like I was just like that somebody's beat like it hit me hard

638
00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:33,520
I was just like, oh my god, like yeah, and you don't want to be liable or have that happen. I got it

639
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,680
Yeah, but like still it was like

640
00:46:36,400 --> 00:46:41,440
Probably not as bad as I made it seem but as soon as it happened, I was like an emotional mess

641
00:46:41,440 --> 00:46:44,000
I was just like, oh my god, it was so scary

642
00:46:44,480 --> 00:46:48,240
um, so yeah, I quit the next day and like kind of my mom was like

643
00:46:48,320 --> 00:46:51,840
Oh like take it easy like trying to get a job whatever and then I started doing like

644
00:46:51,840 --> 00:46:59,540
Photoshoots with one person and through that person they were like, oh, there's this girl that we should do like a double shoot with

645
00:46:59,860 --> 00:47:04,740
I was like, okay cool down and we never ended up doing that but I like messaged her and I was like

646
00:47:04,740 --> 00:47:06,740
Hey, where you dance? Where do you dance?

647
00:47:07,220 --> 00:47:11,060
And she was so awesome like because I just was like fuck it

648
00:47:11,060 --> 00:47:16,660
I'll just go in one Friday night like I'm feeling it do the little audition like whatever and like they were like coming tonight

649
00:47:17,300 --> 00:47:20,500
Cool all that stuff and it was like a cool like alternative like dive bar

650
00:47:20,500 --> 00:47:23,540
Like they played like metal and punk rock like it was a yeah

651
00:47:23,780 --> 00:47:25,780
It was really cool and like tight neck

652
00:47:26,180 --> 00:47:30,420
Tight neck group of girls where it was like really awesome first club

653
00:47:30,420 --> 00:47:35,140
So like first night in the girl that like invited me to join with her

654
00:47:35,220 --> 00:47:37,300
She was just like let's do double dance

655
00:47:37,300 --> 00:47:41,220
let's see so it was like a great like first like welcoming sort of thing and then

656
00:47:41,780 --> 00:47:48,260
I went there from opening to close for like a week straight because I was like i'm gonna learn this shit and then um,

657
00:47:48,260 --> 00:47:50,260
I

658
00:47:50,260 --> 00:47:57,380
Started paying my bills and singles and my mom kind of caught on I got a new car like stuff like that

659
00:47:57,380 --> 00:48:01,540
And so she was just like and out all night. I was still living at home at that point

660
00:48:01,540 --> 00:48:08,260
so like she was like cool with me doing it and like doing my own thing and like whatever but um,

661
00:48:09,540 --> 00:48:12,660
I mean she she was like as long as you're happy safe

662
00:48:12,740 --> 00:48:16,340
But we like never really had the conversation and like my dad was out of state

663
00:48:16,340 --> 00:48:21,300
So I was like i'm just doing new breeds like yeah, whatever. Um, and then I

664
00:48:22,500 --> 00:48:27,540
Covid happened and so I stopped dancing and that's where I joined porn, but um

665
00:48:28,340 --> 00:48:30,340
Yeah, I don't know. It was

666
00:48:30,340 --> 00:48:35,540
It was always super cool. And then I put a stripper pole up in my room and she was like you gotta get your own place

667
00:48:38,260 --> 00:48:44,020
But I was just like, okay, I get it like makes sense so moved out and my first apartment

668
00:48:44,020 --> 00:48:49,380
I got like broken into a bunch of time like it was so it was like one of those like outdoor facing apartments because I was like

669
00:48:49,380 --> 00:48:51,380
I just gotta move in quick. It doesn't matter where

670
00:48:52,100 --> 00:48:59,080
It should have mattered where um, and then after that I got a nice apartment canceled that lease moved out to california

671
00:49:00,100 --> 00:49:02,100
Yeah, damn, you know

672
00:49:02,580 --> 00:49:07,220
for you, right you like before you made the you know transition during the pandemic, but

673
00:49:07,220 --> 00:49:13,300
You know a lot of people that I've spoke with have had different experiences, you know dancing, um

674
00:49:14,180 --> 00:49:19,780
What do you think it was about that club that was that was so unique and and it was a positive experience because a lot

675
00:49:19,780 --> 00:49:22,180
Of girls can get shit on too. You know and

676
00:49:22,660 --> 00:49:28,580
I mean, I definitely saw like that group of girls like getting up on a girl that was like stepping on a line on her first

677
00:49:28,580 --> 00:49:30,580
day and like whatever but

678
00:49:30,580 --> 00:49:35,860
It was just all people that kind of like minded their own business and there wasn't

679
00:49:35,860 --> 00:49:38,660
Really any issues if there was a girl that had issues

680
00:49:38,660 --> 00:49:41,940
She just kind of stopped coming because it was kind of like a smaller like

681
00:49:42,180 --> 00:49:46,020
people would have like their clients come in or whatever and like just come like give them money or like

682
00:49:46,420 --> 00:49:52,900
Their paypigs or whatever and like they would just come in and give them a bunch of money and like have like hours and chilling and

683
00:49:53,220 --> 00:49:58,260
Getting lap dances or whatever. So it was just like more of a chill vibe where it was like if you wanted to be there

684
00:49:58,740 --> 00:50:01,860
You'd be there. But like if you didn't whatever but

685
00:50:01,860 --> 00:50:05,140
Did it ever feel like a job? Um

686
00:50:06,020 --> 00:50:07,460
I mean

687
00:50:07,460 --> 00:50:12,260
Not really but like as soon as I stopped doing it and I would like go out to a club

688
00:50:12,260 --> 00:50:14,660
I'm like this feels like a job

689
00:50:14,660 --> 00:50:18,420
But i'm not getting paid sort of thing because i'm just like there and like i'm

690
00:50:19,140 --> 00:50:24,500
I'm kind of over the like party rave like i'd rather go to like a dive bar like live music like just chill vibes

691
00:50:24,500 --> 00:50:26,660
Or I can like hear someone talk sort of thing

692
00:50:26,660 --> 00:50:31,700
Um, so like going to the club isn't ideal for me. But if i'm like there like

693
00:50:32,820 --> 00:50:38,580
Doing something like not really listening like needing to listen because like you're just trying to make money anyway

694
00:50:38,580 --> 00:50:40,580
Like you're just trying to answer whatever

695
00:50:41,620 --> 00:50:47,060
That would be better than like just putting on a dress and being like

696
00:50:47,940 --> 00:50:51,460
Okay, we're standing here around a table like what now?

697
00:50:52,260 --> 00:50:54,260
Cool hours

698
00:50:54,260 --> 00:51:00,740
Awesome, like did you um, you know from when you were dancing was there any like crazy experiences like with with guys?

699
00:51:01,540 --> 00:51:07,860
Being like really fucked up because I know that happens and I always wondered like how does the club handle situations like that?

700
00:51:08,340 --> 00:51:14,340
So there's one time that I can like super recall. It's like burned into my memory because it was just so awesome

701
00:51:14,900 --> 00:51:20,420
Um, it was like this dancing that I like looked up to because she was just so flexible like certainly like beautiful girl like

702
00:51:20,420 --> 00:51:27,700
So pretty anyway, um, there is this dude and they were just like hey like he always comes in super wasted

703
00:51:27,700 --> 00:51:34,660
But like he spends a lot and like just old school kind of dude where it's like I run everything like that sort of mindset

704
00:51:35,300 --> 00:51:39,700
um, and so I was like talking to them about the dude and he like came up and like kind of

705
00:51:40,260 --> 00:51:45,380
Hey, like corner not corner me but like locked me into the spot and was just talking and I was like

706
00:51:45,380 --> 00:51:52,980
Hey, whatever. Um, and then he like went back off. So I was just like i'm just gonna slip out like whatever and then he sat

707
00:51:52,980 --> 00:51:57,540
On the stage while that girl that I looked up to was performing and she saw that interaction

708
00:51:57,540 --> 00:52:04,740
She like had experienced him before and she kicked him in the head with her stripper boot. That's like a big old platform

709
00:52:04,740 --> 00:52:10,740
So it's very heavy and like just straight like get off the stage like and I was just like damn

710
00:52:10,740 --> 00:52:15,060
Okay, like I wouldn't do that but like that's crazy. What did he do?

711
00:52:15,700 --> 00:52:19,700
He just kind of like got escorted out because like at that point it's like don't sit on the stage

712
00:52:19,700 --> 00:52:22,900
You already like fucked up like cornering a girl. Yeah, it's yeah

713
00:52:22,900 --> 00:52:26,740
Like we already knew that you were gonna be like a little off, but it's like you're on one tonight

714
00:52:26,740 --> 00:52:30,260
So like let's just not do it go some rules. Yeah, definitely. Yeah

715
00:52:30,260 --> 00:52:33,700
I think thankfully you had a girl like that because and then hopefully teaches him like

716
00:52:34,260 --> 00:52:36,260
You know if he remembers it like

717
00:52:36,260 --> 00:52:42,020
If he remembers it or if he does come back in and doesn't remember like he'll believe, you know didn't do it again. Yeah, um, you know

718
00:52:42,580 --> 00:52:47,220
You also said something, you know during the pandemic. That's when you you made you made the transition

719
00:52:49,780 --> 00:52:51,780
From dancing

720
00:52:51,780 --> 00:52:57,220
To then getting into adult films was this kind of like a like a slow progression or was it like

721
00:52:57,860 --> 00:53:00,820
Pandora's box pandemic opened. I can't do

722
00:53:00,820 --> 00:53:07,380
Um, so it was super nice because like I got all the pandemic money like that. They were paying down and stuff

723
00:53:07,380 --> 00:53:09,860
I was like, i'm unemployed like I can't really do anything

724
00:53:09,860 --> 00:53:12,740
So like that was cool to like hold me over for a little bit

725
00:53:12,740 --> 00:53:17,300
And then I had an only fans from like working in the club because I was like, oh that's how you talk to me

726
00:53:17,300 --> 00:53:20,820
Because I didn't know how only fans work and then um

727
00:53:21,460 --> 00:53:25,380
My first collab on only fans was actually

728
00:53:25,380 --> 00:53:30,420
I don't know if I can like name drop but like it was of course. Okay, chad johnson. He was on the bachelor

729
00:53:30,980 --> 00:53:36,340
Um, and I was his first like non-celebrity collab. So like that worked out really well, but I was just like

730
00:53:37,300 --> 00:53:41,780
I don't also don't know if you're allowed to say midget anymore, but I'm gonna I know I said I said earlier and I was like

731
00:53:41,780 --> 00:53:44,340
Oh shit, maybe I shouldn't have said that little person. But yeah

732
00:53:44,340 --> 00:53:50,260
No, I was I saw that he was live after like seeing that he collabed with like some famous youtuber or whatever

733
00:53:50,260 --> 00:53:55,380
And I was like, oh, you're literally live now as i'm like stalking your page. So I went on and I was just like

734
00:53:55,620 --> 00:54:00,660
You ever want to fuck a midget and he like it because he was looking for people to like fly out or whatever and do a collab

735
00:54:00,660 --> 00:54:03,220
With and he's like boom, let's go. And so I went out there

736
00:54:03,220 --> 00:54:08,900
We like got a bunch of content and I was just like, okay cool. Like that sold really well for like a long time and then like

737
00:54:09,700 --> 00:54:14,900
What and so like I was just hooking up with the dude and he ended up being a porn recruiter and he was like

738
00:54:14,900 --> 00:54:20,340
You're really good at this. You ever thought about doing this professionally and i'm like you say this to me like

739
00:54:20,900 --> 00:54:25,620
Whatever, but it ended up working out. Um, I that was my first agency and

740
00:54:26,500 --> 00:54:33,380
I left that contract after like a year and now i'm with east coast allen and I like them. Yes

741
00:54:33,380 --> 00:54:35,380
Yes, yes

742
00:54:35,380 --> 00:54:38,820
Yeah, it's been it's been fun since then. So yeah

743
00:54:38,820 --> 00:54:45,700
Would you someone ask the same question I asked about dancing, right? Yeah, making the this transition, right?

744
00:54:45,700 --> 00:54:47,700
It's a bigger leap, right?

745
00:54:49,540 --> 00:54:52,740
How did that all pan out with the family and

746
00:54:53,780 --> 00:54:55,060
so

747
00:54:55,060 --> 00:54:59,700
With my mom I told her and she was just kind of like that's cool

748
00:54:59,700 --> 00:55:03,540
Like blah blah, like, do you know derrick pierce? They're like jenny jenny

749
00:55:03,540 --> 00:55:10,260
And I was just like, oh you're a fan. She's like who's my favorite? I like bought something for him off his baby right industry like I

750
00:55:10,820 --> 00:55:13,700
I'm like, okay cool. So you're just a little bit vicarious

751
00:55:14,580 --> 00:55:20,260
And like she when I first made my twitter she like was swiping through and she was like I love seeing the articles and i'm like

752
00:55:20,260 --> 00:55:27,380
I gotta block you like i'm sorry. Yeah, I knowingly like you are somewhere there. I gotta block it

753
00:55:27,380 --> 00:55:31,620
Yeah, and then I was like, oh my god. I'm like, oh my god. I'm like, oh my god

754
00:55:31,620 --> 00:55:34,820
I'm like, okay, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry

755
00:55:35,540 --> 00:55:39,780
Yeah, so she was cool about it and like she's like 15 16 years sober

756
00:55:39,780 --> 00:55:44,740
So she's always just kind of been like like I have an older sister and she's very like white picket fence dog

757
00:55:44,820 --> 00:55:48,980
Married like that sort of thing and then she's just like what are you doing today?

758
00:55:49,060 --> 00:55:54,420
Like what's going on in your world and i'm just like, oh I got you. Yes, but so she was

759
00:55:54,980 --> 00:55:58,100
She's chill with it. And then when I told my dad

760
00:55:58,100 --> 00:56:03,380
It was funny because I was doing it for about three months at that point and like my sister's wedding was

761
00:56:04,100 --> 00:56:06,500
Like pretty much right after I started and so

762
00:56:07,060 --> 00:56:11,700
I was like perfect opportunity to tell my entire family and everyone's like, oh, I don't care whatever

763
00:56:12,020 --> 00:56:17,060
But when I told my dad he was just like, oh i've known for like six months and i'm like i've been doing it like three months

764
00:56:17,140 --> 00:56:20,500
But like okay like that works with me. So wow

765
00:56:20,820 --> 00:56:22,900
He was just kind of like a don't ask don't tell

766
00:56:22,900 --> 00:56:29,220
So yeah, but like it's super funny because like he was just out here like I have a super close relationship with him and

767
00:56:29,700 --> 00:56:34,180
I'll be like talking to him like he'll call me like just so happen to be on the way to work for me because like

768
00:56:34,180 --> 00:56:37,940
Time difference from chicago or whatever and he's just like, okay

769
00:56:37,940 --> 00:56:41,140
Well, have a good day at work and have fun or like don't know like

770
00:56:45,460 --> 00:56:50,340
He's a good sport about it and a lot of people ask me for advice of like how to tell my parent or how

771
00:56:50,340 --> 00:56:53,300
To tell their parents and i'm just like I have a very

772
00:56:53,940 --> 00:56:54,820
like

773
00:56:54,820 --> 00:56:58,660
It's not the person it comes up to the parents. It's the parents man because

774
00:56:59,700 --> 00:57:04,020
It really is and it's just like it it just works out for some people

775
00:57:04,020 --> 00:57:06,100
But some people should just never tell their parents

776
00:57:06,820 --> 00:57:12,260
It's just not worth it. But like it sucks though because it's like, I don't know I come from the philosophy. It's like, okay

777
00:57:13,380 --> 00:57:18,500
Would you rather have a relationship with your kid or no relationship?

778
00:57:18,500 --> 00:57:21,700
Right, right like at the end of the day

779
00:57:22,260 --> 00:57:24,260
If you love your kid unconditionally

780
00:57:25,220 --> 00:57:29,620
you would be willing to accept it and move on from it or

781
00:57:30,820 --> 00:57:36,660
Have no fucking relationship with them and judge them for every little thing that they fucking do like some people love to hate

782
00:57:36,660 --> 00:57:43,700
Yeah, that's true. It's true. I mean it would be hard as a parent like, you know, like obviously maybe that's not your first choice for your kid

783
00:57:43,700 --> 00:57:45,140
But it's not your fucking life

784
00:57:45,140 --> 00:57:49,060
Right, but like even if it takes like some time to like wrap their head around or something

785
00:57:49,060 --> 00:57:54,260
It's just like a whole different relationship at that like by that point when it's just like oh i'm ready and it's just like

786
00:57:54,740 --> 00:58:00,020
Oh, hey, I've had to do everything without any emotional support learning this new like, yeah

787
00:58:00,580 --> 00:58:03,780
I don't know. Well, you're very fortunate move the mic a little bit closer. You're very

788
00:58:04,340 --> 00:58:10,420
You're very you're very fortunate in the sense that it was so easy with your parents. I'm very fortunate and you know that yes

789
00:58:10,740 --> 00:58:12,660
um and like

790
00:58:12,660 --> 00:58:15,060
my whole family knows at this point and it's just like I have

791
00:58:15,780 --> 00:58:20,100
Like cousins that are in college and boys and it's just like they have to get shit for it and i'm just like

792
00:58:20,900 --> 00:58:25,540
Like that sucks for you. But like it's kind of funny to me and I don't know it's

793
00:58:26,340 --> 00:58:29,140
Yeah, so does your sister like ask you questions and she like that?

794
00:58:29,540 --> 00:58:30,900
um, so

795
00:58:30,900 --> 00:58:37,940
She married a gamer and they have a discord chat between the boys and so like me being a bridesmaid and like them

796
00:58:38,580 --> 00:58:40,100
further knowing

797
00:58:40,100 --> 00:58:45,460
That's that and they give them some shit but like I don't know me and my sister are very just kind of like

798
00:58:45,860 --> 00:58:50,500
Talk about what's in the moment and like maybe some family stuff because like we live the same life pretty much

799
00:58:50,580 --> 00:58:56,820
And so it's just like I got you but like not there. I don't got you there. So like yeah, I don't know. Um

800
00:58:57,460 --> 00:59:00,180
My mom probably asks the most questions and i'm just like

801
00:59:02,340 --> 00:59:05,780
But she's a good sport she's a great sport that's so freaking cool

802
00:59:05,780 --> 00:59:10,660
Yeah, it is it is I I love that and I appreciate that about your about your folks

803
00:59:11,060 --> 00:59:13,540
um, because if the roles were

804
00:59:14,500 --> 00:59:17,380
If I had a kid and they got into the adult industry, it's like yeah

805
00:59:17,380 --> 00:59:20,580
I'd be a hard pill to swallow right but like I would want to

806
00:59:21,300 --> 00:59:26,980
Have a relationship with my kid because I know people in the adult industry that their parents fucking disowned them

807
00:59:27,140 --> 00:59:30,340
Yeah, and it's just like I don't think that's the right move

808
00:59:30,820 --> 00:59:34,820
well, I think it's like I think timing lined up really well too, which is like

809
00:59:34,820 --> 00:59:38,100
When I because if I would have joined at any other point earlier in my life

810
00:59:38,100 --> 00:59:39,940
They would have been like, oh you're just a train wreck

811
00:59:39,940 --> 00:59:45,940
But it was just like when I was like probably the most sober and like then I just got like sober sober

812
00:59:45,940 --> 00:59:49,140
Which was cool and they were just like, oh like this is a good move for you

813
00:59:49,140 --> 00:59:53,380
But it's like they saw me like through bad stuff. And so if they were like

814
00:59:54,180 --> 00:59:57,940
If I like jumped into port in the middle of that, they'd be like, oh fuck. Yeah

815
00:59:58,180 --> 01:00:00,180
um, but it's just

816
01:00:00,180 --> 01:00:02,180
I was always

817
01:00:02,180 --> 01:00:05,620
super open with my parents about everything and so

818
01:00:06,580 --> 01:00:08,580
from

819
01:00:08,900 --> 01:00:11,700
I don't know from that. It's just kind of like a

820
01:00:12,980 --> 01:00:15,860
They got to see the progression where they're just like, okay, this is like a

821
01:00:16,580 --> 01:00:18,180
Sound move for you

822
01:00:18,180 --> 01:00:22,740
What is what is it about your folks that allowed you to be so open because so many kids are so closed off and

823
01:00:23,220 --> 01:00:26,900
You know lie to the parents don't tell them everything but I can always appreciate when

824
01:00:27,700 --> 01:00:28,660
You know

825
01:00:28,660 --> 01:00:31,620
Kids and parents they have like open dialogue

826
01:00:31,620 --> 01:00:32,820
Yeah

827
01:00:32,820 --> 01:00:34,100
um

828
01:00:34,100 --> 01:00:36,980
So like my parents were train wrecks when we were little

829
01:00:37,300 --> 01:00:40,180
But like my dad they were both like deadheads

830
01:00:40,260 --> 01:00:45,540
But like my mom moved more into like the party side they divorced when I was like baby baby

831
01:00:45,620 --> 01:00:47,780
So like I always knew them as like a separate entity

832
01:00:48,100 --> 01:00:54,340
But like mom moved into like party side of drugs and my dad's like grow weed do acid like stuff

833
01:00:54,420 --> 01:00:59,540
so like me and my dad we've always been cool in the sense of like more roommates than anything because like I was

834
01:00:59,540 --> 01:01:03,700
more my mama's girl and like my sister like whatever and so like

835
01:01:04,100 --> 01:01:09,860
We were just kind of like homies the whole time and like he knew that I smoked and like my sister didn't so he would

836
01:01:09,860 --> 01:01:15,460
Just be like here's something like do you want the rest of this little vial of acid? And I'm just like absolutely

837
01:01:16,740 --> 01:01:21,140
But like that's where it was like moving back and forth between like west coast and chicago

838
01:01:21,140 --> 01:01:25,540
I was just like I want to go live it up in my dad's house for like no rules, whatever but like

839
01:01:25,540 --> 01:01:31,700
Me and my mom just get along because like she keeps me in check because my dad doesn't do that shit, but like with her she uh

840
01:01:32,500 --> 01:01:34,500
she

841
01:01:34,500 --> 01:01:40,260
Got like I said got sober like super clean as a whistle works at a sober living facility runs the damn place

842
01:01:40,260 --> 01:01:43,060
so like she uh just kind of like

843
01:01:44,660 --> 01:01:49,220
I don't know she's been through it and she's come out the other side exactly and so it's just kind of like she

844
01:01:49,300 --> 01:01:50,900
Sees like a mini

845
01:01:50,900 --> 01:01:54,180
Me like a mini her and me sort of thing and

846
01:01:54,180 --> 01:01:59,220
So it's just kind of like she's just along for the ride and like of course she's just like I don't know

847
01:01:59,220 --> 01:02:04,740
Yeah, when like we were saying earlier, it's like when people have gone through dark shit in their life and have come out the other side

848
01:02:04,740 --> 01:02:06,740
right you you you

849
01:02:07,380 --> 01:02:09,380
understand understand things

850
01:02:09,380 --> 01:02:14,180
Yeah, where maybe the normal person wouldn't right and it's like

851
01:02:15,140 --> 01:02:21,620
Going through that myself like I I'm not a judgmental person when it comes to crazy shit like I embrace it

852
01:02:21,620 --> 01:02:28,180
I fucking embrace it dude. I love it. I'm just like tell me more because like I'll tell you more if you told me like of course

853
01:02:28,180 --> 01:02:31,380
I'll show you mine. Exactly exactly. That's exactly it

854
01:02:32,180 --> 01:02:36,580
um, so that's cool kudos to you and kudos to your family and um

855
01:02:37,140 --> 01:02:41,460
All that they they've gone through and now coming out on the other side. Yeah, and so like this curveball

856
01:02:41,460 --> 01:02:44,980
It's just kind of like a stable curveball. Yes. Yeah. Yeah, I'm just like

857
01:02:46,340 --> 01:02:47,060
You're

858
01:02:47,060 --> 01:02:50,020
Sober and out of jail. That's a win-win

859
01:02:50,020 --> 01:02:52,020
That's a win-win

860
01:02:52,180 --> 01:02:57,460
Like you have your own place like you have your own animals like you got it. Let's go. Yeah, let's go

861
01:02:58,020 --> 01:03:01,700
um, so once you got into the adult industry like do you remember your

862
01:03:02,580 --> 01:03:04,020
your first

863
01:03:04,020 --> 01:03:07,300
Not experienced with that guy but like first on set experience

864
01:03:07,860 --> 01:03:13,780
That it was it. It's gotta be nerve-wracking right? My first porn was a dungeon porn in a basement

865
01:03:14,500 --> 01:03:15,460
Really?

866
01:03:15,460 --> 01:03:19,460
Yeah, because it was in covid so like they weren't doing any casting coaches or anything like that

867
01:03:19,460 --> 01:03:23,060
And so my agent was just like you want to work and I was just like, yeah

868
01:03:23,540 --> 01:03:24,340
um

869
01:03:24,340 --> 01:03:30,740
And so I just flew out to vegas went into this dude's basement and had him tie me up and like do all that stuff

870
01:03:30,740 --> 01:03:35,380
And that was my first shoot and it's crazy to like think back to you because it's just like

871
01:03:36,580 --> 01:03:38,740
That's like a make it a break sort of thing

872
01:03:40,020 --> 01:03:45,940
I I had to really have been in it to win it like flying out to another state because I was going Arizona to Vegas

873
01:03:45,940 --> 01:03:51,380
They're not a long flight. But like thinking the whole time like this is my first shoot and i'm going to a basement student detention

874
01:03:51,460 --> 01:03:54,180
It's crazy. But like yeah, um

875
01:03:55,460 --> 01:04:01,140
It was fun lots of new things, you know, what is the process like when you know, you get these like, uh,

876
01:04:02,260 --> 01:04:06,340
Roles, right are they like, okay, do they like explain everything that's gonna happen?

877
01:04:06,340 --> 01:04:13,220
They show you a picture of the dude his dick like how does all of that shit work out? Like is there a script? So like

878
01:04:13,220 --> 01:04:19,540
Like your agent gets the booking info for you where it's just like bring this wardrobe

879
01:04:19,620 --> 01:04:22,980
You either get your makeup done or like you do your own hair and makeup and like

880
01:04:23,460 --> 01:04:27,220
Your time your address like whatever and you know who you're working with before if there's issues

881
01:04:27,220 --> 01:04:29,220
You can always switch it around or be like

882
01:04:29,380 --> 01:04:33,220
You always like have that risk of being like well, we're gonna drop you but most of the time

883
01:04:33,300 --> 01:04:37,380
It's like we'll just switch out another day or whatever. Yeah, but um, yeah, so

884
01:04:37,380 --> 01:04:42,740
I don't really have that issue. I like a lot of people and I like sex but

885
01:04:46,820 --> 01:04:48,420
But um

886
01:04:48,420 --> 01:04:50,500
Yeah, you get all the info. Sometimes you get a script

887
01:04:50,580 --> 01:04:54,980
Sometimes it's more kind of just like ah, you know what you're gonna do or like you get handed it same day

888
01:04:55,300 --> 01:04:59,060
They're like we don't expect too much of you. Just like know what each

889
01:04:59,700 --> 01:05:04,100
Part is about when we're about to film it and like put it in your own word sort of thing

890
01:05:04,100 --> 01:05:09,460
But like there's some serious ones where they're like sending you the script like a month early and it's like pages on pages on page

891
01:05:09,540 --> 01:05:17,060
Like it's crazy sometimes but like those are fun. Like they're yeah, they're a lot but they're fun. Um, but

892
01:05:17,940 --> 01:05:24,660
Yeah, sometimes like I just filmed my first anal scene for evil angel actually. Oh nice. Yeah, i'm super excited

893
01:05:24,660 --> 01:05:25,540
It's not out yet

894
01:05:25,540 --> 01:05:28,660
but like super excited for that and it was basically just like

895
01:05:28,660 --> 01:05:34,980
Like bring cute clothes and heels and stockings and i'm like running around and i'm like, what does it mean?

896
01:05:34,980 --> 01:05:38,740
Like that's a lot of like i'm calling my agent and i'm just like well, what do they want?

897
01:05:38,740 --> 01:05:41,540
He's like just look at like the website. What are they and i'm like

898
01:05:42,100 --> 01:05:46,980
Uh, what do they want for me? Like they're not telling me enough. But like sometimes it's like

899
01:05:46,980 --> 01:05:50,100
Oh, we want like wedge heels and like this and that and it's just like, okay

900
01:05:50,100 --> 01:05:52,740
I'm gonna go out the day of and like have to buy all this stuff. Yeah

901
01:05:54,260 --> 01:05:57,060
Preparing for that, right? Is that like uh, like um

902
01:05:57,060 --> 01:06:00,100
Do you have to prepare like doing your first anal scene like?

903
01:06:00,900 --> 01:06:05,060
Because it's like a transition right? Like it's it's a level up. It is level up

904
01:06:05,700 --> 01:06:10,340
Um, so I did it for my site first for my only fans because I was just like

905
01:06:10,660 --> 01:06:15,060
I got to practice. I well not even that it was like I learned like the like these companies

906
01:06:15,540 --> 01:06:18,580
Like own you sort of thing if they like have that first and so it's like

907
01:06:19,060 --> 01:06:23,780
Might as well just own it myself and then six years from now if somebody asked for it like oh here it is

908
01:06:23,780 --> 01:06:27,460
Just this one like in the archives like whatever. Um

909
01:06:28,180 --> 01:06:32,500
So I was like if I hit a certain number like I will do a pro anal scene

910
01:06:32,580 --> 01:06:37,700
so I hit that number and so I kind of knew like the preparation stuff, but

911
01:06:38,420 --> 01:06:39,780
I

912
01:06:39,780 --> 01:06:43,540
for some reason i've always just been really good at anal like it's just kind of in like a

913
01:06:44,660 --> 01:06:47,140
Nice nice. Yeah, so it like works out

914
01:06:47,620 --> 01:06:52,580
Um where I was just kind of like i'll wait a couple years like in the industry to see if I really like

915
01:06:52,580 --> 01:06:58,660
want to do this before I like put myself in diapers for taking like some crazy dude in the industry because like

916
01:06:59,140 --> 01:07:03,220
Poor nicks bigger than like most dick sort of thing. So like I got lucky

917
01:07:03,860 --> 01:07:05,860
I hired

918
01:07:05,860 --> 01:07:07,860
someone for my first anal scene and then

919
01:07:08,580 --> 01:07:09,620
um

920
01:07:09,620 --> 01:07:12,900
for this evil angel scene another dude got hired where it was just like

921
01:07:13,540 --> 01:07:18,340
The same size dick that like I would take in my butt in my personal life where it's just like

922
01:07:19,060 --> 01:07:21,060
a little bigger than average but like

923
01:07:21,060 --> 01:07:25,860
Nothing wild not like danny d prolapsed. Yeah, like oh my god

924
01:07:25,860 --> 01:07:31,540
He posts some angles on his twitter and stuff, but i'm like, I didn't know is that serious. It's that serious. Yeah

925
01:07:32,340 --> 01:07:34,340
That's great

926
01:07:37,780 --> 01:07:39,780
In the right industry for sure

927
01:07:41,060 --> 01:07:43,300
Um in in the adult industry is like

928
01:07:44,820 --> 01:07:46,820
Doing anal is that

929
01:07:46,820 --> 01:07:50,740
Like I don't know how that works. Is that a checkpoint? Like do you have to do it?

930
01:07:51,380 --> 01:07:55,140
Um, does it make more money like you make more money like per shoot?

931
01:07:55,220 --> 01:07:57,940
but like I always kind of had the mindset of like

932
01:07:59,060 --> 01:08:04,980
You're not a real porn star unless if you like do it all because it's like you're just putting on a show a performance like

933
01:08:05,060 --> 01:08:06,820
You're trying to like

934
01:08:06,820 --> 01:08:11,060
Just touch every subject that you can sort of thing and do your best. Um, but

935
01:08:12,100 --> 01:08:13,380
yeah, I

936
01:08:13,380 --> 01:08:18,500
Know it's definitely like a milestone like if but some people do it right from the start too

937
01:08:18,660 --> 01:08:21,300
And you think that's bad not bad, but not bad

938
01:08:21,860 --> 01:08:24,980
But there's girls like I don't know for sure

939
01:08:25,060 --> 01:08:27,460
But I want to say like riley reed novella danger

940
01:08:27,460 --> 01:08:32,420
They started doing anal right from the jump and I could be wrong. I don't know if we need a fact check that

941
01:08:32,420 --> 01:08:34,420
Yeah, but like it's

942
01:08:34,660 --> 01:08:40,580
From what I understand was expected of like an agency if like you're going to be with us

943
01:08:40,580 --> 01:08:45,780
Like you're going to be a girl that does it all and so like i've always had that mindset of like one day

944
01:08:45,860 --> 01:08:47,860
I'm gonna be a girl that does it all

945
01:08:48,260 --> 01:08:54,660
Now it's getting exciting because it's like i've had the past two years where I was like in the newcomer category for like awards

946
01:08:54,660 --> 01:08:58,340
And like nominations like stuff like that. And so I was like i'll just keep it

947
01:08:59,300 --> 01:09:05,380
Very like vanilla like see what I can do just like with what I got sort of thing just doing

948
01:09:05,940 --> 01:09:08,900
Regular boy girl. I would do some girl girl some boy girl girl

949
01:09:08,900 --> 01:09:12,180
I haven't done two guys on camera yet. So like i've been

950
01:09:12,980 --> 01:09:15,540
readily waiting that one, um, but

951
01:09:16,420 --> 01:09:18,580
Yeah, it's now it's just kind of like

952
01:09:19,540 --> 01:09:22,500
Fuck it all over again. Like it's that two-year refresh like first

953
01:09:22,500 --> 01:09:25,060
It was like that rush of joining porn and now it's just like

954
01:09:25,620 --> 01:09:28,980
What else can we do? Does it make it exciting? It does make it exciting

955
01:09:29,060 --> 01:09:32,260
Yeah, but like after filming my first anal I was like this shit's so easy

956
01:09:32,500 --> 01:09:34,980
like it's almost easier than a regular shoot because like

957
01:09:34,980 --> 01:09:41,140
What nerves do you have in your butt? Like it's just as long as you're stretched out like yeah. Yeah, that's actually true

958
01:09:41,140 --> 01:09:43,140
Yeah, and so it's just kind of like a

959
01:09:44,180 --> 01:09:46,180
Go ahead

960
01:09:46,180 --> 01:09:49,220
But like that's me speaking from not taking like a monster

961
01:09:49,220 --> 01:09:52,660
I was talking in my ass, but like one day i'll let you know. Yeah

962
01:09:54,660 --> 01:10:00,020
You'll see yes, no, that's uh, yeah definitely, um

963
01:10:01,220 --> 01:10:02,660
For you

964
01:10:02,660 --> 01:10:06,980
What would you say is like your your ideal?

965
01:10:08,420 --> 01:10:10,420
working schedule

966
01:10:10,500 --> 01:10:11,620
um

967
01:10:11,620 --> 01:10:15,300
I mean I work a lot like on my only fans too. So like

968
01:10:15,860 --> 01:10:19,780
It's I recently moved and like got a puppy like two months earlier

969
01:10:19,780 --> 01:10:23,060
So it's just been like boom boom crazy one thing after another so like

970
01:10:23,460 --> 01:10:25,460
Being able to like just be on my only fans

971
01:10:25,460 --> 01:10:30,180
Like I took the last month off because i'm like another week another week, but um

972
01:10:30,180 --> 01:10:33,060
um, ideal schedule is probably like

973
01:10:35,140 --> 01:10:37,140
Every third day ish

974
01:10:37,860 --> 01:10:39,140
because I

975
01:10:39,140 --> 01:10:42,660
Like to film collabs with people I like to do stuff for my own side or like

976
01:10:43,140 --> 01:10:47,060
Do customs or stuff like that? So it's just like still having the time and like

977
01:10:47,620 --> 01:10:51,220
Sometimes shoot days are really long. And so if you're doing like back to back you could be

978
01:10:51,700 --> 01:10:54,580
Doing a shoot that your call time is 10 a.m

979
01:10:54,580 --> 01:10:59,540
But like it doesn't start until one because there's something else going on or whatever another girl

980
01:10:59,540 --> 01:11:01,540
like needs to

981
01:11:01,540 --> 01:11:03,940
Go home and run and do something who knows but like

982
01:11:04,580 --> 01:11:10,420
Anything can happen. So you could be on set until like 11 o'clock at night like and then fly out to vegas the next day

983
01:11:10,420 --> 01:11:13,060
And she like a bondage and like who knows and so like

984
01:11:13,620 --> 01:11:15,860
I don't know. I'd like having it broken up a little bit

985
01:11:15,940 --> 01:11:22,180
but like there was one time that I had like a perfect week where I was shooting every single day and like I

986
01:11:23,220 --> 01:11:25,220
Felt like I couldn't have sex anymore

987
01:11:25,220 --> 01:11:30,740
It was so sore like I got to that last shoot and we had to make it a blowjob shoot because I was like

988
01:11:30,820 --> 01:11:35,780
I can't do it like you can cut my pay like I don't care if this like ruins it like send me home

989
01:11:35,860 --> 01:11:39,940
I can't do it. So made it a blow job shoot and like worked out or whatever

990
01:11:40,020 --> 01:11:45,780
But like yeah, so like having it broken up a little bit, especially being small. Yes. Yeah, so like

991
01:11:46,820 --> 01:11:49,620
Yeah, yeah, definitely. Yeah, definitely. Yeah, definitely

992
01:11:50,100 --> 01:11:51,620
um

993
01:11:51,620 --> 01:11:54,100
you know in this in this day and age I um

994
01:11:54,100 --> 01:11:57,140
um, we had nicole aniston on and she was

995
01:11:58,260 --> 01:12:02,260
Yeah, yeah. Yeah. She's she's she's been a bit bigger. She's just fucking awesome

996
01:12:02,740 --> 01:12:04,500
um, but uh

997
01:12:04,500 --> 01:12:06,500
you know, we were talking about um

998
01:12:07,220 --> 01:12:09,220
the way the entire like

999
01:12:09,620 --> 01:12:11,220
payment system works

1000
01:12:11,220 --> 01:12:12,260
where like

1001
01:12:12,260 --> 01:12:14,820
Pornhub and all of these aggregate sites now, right?

1002
01:12:14,900 --> 01:12:20,580
Like you you've filmed this one time thing with this production company you get paid what you pay get paid and then

1003
01:12:20,580 --> 01:12:25,380
And it goes fucking everywhere and you don't ever see another dying for that

1004
01:12:27,060 --> 01:12:34,260
Do you think that business model's ever going to change or like only fans has come in to kind of supplement that?

1005
01:12:34,980 --> 01:12:36,020
um

1006
01:12:36,020 --> 01:12:38,020
I mean I hope

1007
01:12:38,340 --> 01:12:41,620
Aspects of it changes. I saw recently that there is a girl that

1008
01:12:42,180 --> 01:12:44,580
shot with a company and then that company made like

1009
01:12:44,580 --> 01:12:50,500
Uh pocket pussy like just using her images sort of thing and like random pussy on it like whatever and it's just like

1010
01:12:50,500 --> 01:12:51,700
Oh, you signed away the image

1011
01:12:51,700 --> 01:12:55,140
So we sold it to this company and like stuff like that where it's just like

1012
01:12:55,700 --> 01:12:56,500
It'd be cool

1013
01:12:56,500 --> 01:13:00,660
Like they didn't do that so like the girl could like release her own and like making a big deal and like

1014
01:13:01,060 --> 01:13:03,060
not have people think like oh this is

1015
01:13:03,700 --> 01:13:08,020
Not what I remember her pussy looking like in the videos, but okay. I'll buy it like whatever

1016
01:13:08,580 --> 01:13:11,540
um, so it's stuff like that where it's just kind of like

1017
01:13:12,100 --> 01:13:14,100
that kind of sucks but like

1018
01:13:14,100 --> 01:13:18,900
The independent contractor aspect of it where it's just like you get paid to shoot that day

1019
01:13:18,900 --> 01:13:25,300
And then they do whatever with it. I don't think that's ever gonna like change change. Yeah, yeah, because it's just kind of like

1020
01:13:26,180 --> 01:13:32,260
That's like an old-time like hollywood business model even where it's just kind of like you do like one ad and then it's like

1021
01:13:32,260 --> 01:13:37,060
On getty images and then like anyone can use it and like whatever so I don't know. It's

1022
01:13:37,060 --> 01:13:43,540
It's the price you pay like I it sucks but with only fans is nice because you can kind of pay well a lot of stuff

1023
01:13:43,540 --> 01:13:48,980
But like I mean my first anal got leaked and it's just kind of like a oh, so you guys like it

1024
01:13:48,980 --> 01:13:54,260
Yeah, like have more people view it. Let me see the comment. Whatever like I don't know. I'm

1025
01:13:55,380 --> 01:13:59,700
Once I hit certain marks on stuff. I'm just like, okay, let them have it like if it's that important, whatever

1026
01:13:59,700 --> 01:14:02,820
I don't care that much. It's important like okay, but um

1027
01:14:03,700 --> 01:14:05,220
Yeah, I don't know

1028
01:14:05,220 --> 01:14:07,220
it would suck if

1029
01:14:08,580 --> 01:14:12,260
Like somebody used like one of those things. It was just like

1030
01:14:12,820 --> 01:14:19,140
On a DVD like her first anal and it's just like it has my watermark right like stuff like that. Like, yeah

1031
01:14:19,140 --> 01:14:23,460
I don't know. I get it. No, I I get it and it's such a tricky industry, right?

1032
01:14:24,260 --> 01:14:26,260
Because like the thing that like

1033
01:14:26,340 --> 01:14:28,660
You hear is like even if you like go to court against something

1034
01:14:28,660 --> 01:14:32,020
it's like you still do porn like it's still kind of just like a

1035
01:14:32,020 --> 01:14:35,300
It's a pornkey like okay. Yeah, sure. So

1036
01:14:35,860 --> 01:14:37,140
Yeah, I know. Yeah, I know

1037
01:14:37,140 --> 01:14:43,540
I just wish that the business model would change giving more power back to to the artists and maybe only fans is

1038
01:14:44,180 --> 01:14:47,700
That way um at the end of the day, right if you want to see this shit

1039
01:14:47,700 --> 01:14:51,060
Anyone's gonna be able to see it on the internet, right for the most part. Yeah

1040
01:14:51,060 --> 01:14:56,500
So it's like what do you what are you gonna do to to control that? Where do you see all this going? Like how long?

1041
01:14:56,500 --> 01:15:02,580
You're gonna ride this wave and do you think you'll ever like get behind the camera at the business aspect? Like if you ever thought about that

1042
01:15:03,060 --> 01:15:05,860
Um, i've definitely thought about it, but it's

1043
01:15:07,380 --> 01:15:10,980
I just really like film and really like music. I really like just

1044
01:15:11,780 --> 01:15:17,780
Artsy stuff where it's just like you work on your own schedule and like it's just project based sort of thing. Yeah

1045
01:15:18,500 --> 01:15:20,900
So I enjoy doing porn

1046
01:15:20,900 --> 01:15:23,620
I couldn't see a day that like I don't enjoy doing porn

1047
01:15:23,620 --> 01:15:27,220
I enjoy doing porn. I couldn't see a day that like I don't enjoy doing it

1048
01:15:27,380 --> 01:15:30,980
even if it was like slowing down and making comebacks and stuff like that like

1049
01:15:32,020 --> 01:15:36,260
If you look back to like my first scene versus now like I look like a totally different person

1050
01:15:36,340 --> 01:15:40,740
So i'm like how am I gonna look like as a milf like I like milfs and so i'm just like there's got to be

1051
01:15:40,740 --> 01:15:45,300
A time where like I come back like at some as soon as I start getting booked for like milf jobs

1052
01:15:45,380 --> 01:15:46,580
I'm just like boob job

1053
01:15:46,580 --> 01:15:51,220
Like let's go because like I want to give like a boob job at some point in my life and I can't do it

1054
01:15:51,220 --> 01:15:54,500
Like won't be able to but like one day I will yeah

1055
01:15:56,260 --> 01:15:58,260
I don't know. My biggest thing is just like

1056
01:15:59,140 --> 01:16:04,260
I tried to go to college and I tried to like figure out what I wanted to do and like everything

1057
01:16:05,060 --> 01:16:10,740
Like I used to be a dental assistant. I used to like do like real people jobs like daycare and whatever but

1058
01:16:11,620 --> 01:16:13,620
Nothing was like clicking and so

1059
01:16:13,940 --> 01:16:18,980
Porn clicks and I like that for what it is and i'll ride that out for as long as it clicks but like

1060
01:16:18,980 --> 01:16:22,900
From there just having a platform you can kind of do a whole lot of everything. Yeah

1061
01:16:23,460 --> 01:16:29,060
Um, I know a girl that has a soap company karma rx and she does very well with that and it's just like

1062
01:16:29,700 --> 01:16:32,260
Just having a platform where it's just knowing that like

1063
01:16:32,900 --> 01:16:37,060
Somebody's got like somebody's gonna listen to you. You're not starting from scratch sort of thing

1064
01:16:37,060 --> 01:16:40,260
And so that's kind of been like the biggest um

1065
01:16:40,900 --> 01:16:43,780
Like positive of this whole thing. It's just kind of like

1066
01:16:44,500 --> 01:16:48,180
There's a branding out there like there's a name for myself my face is like

1067
01:16:48,180 --> 01:16:52,820
somewhat recognizable even if it's just like in scrolling on porno, whatever but like

1068
01:16:53,860 --> 01:16:55,860
Um from there you can kind of just

1069
01:16:56,500 --> 01:17:01,940
Try to do anything and it's like, oh, I know that person from yeah, so definitely definitely. Yeah, it is

1070
01:17:02,500 --> 01:17:04,500
It is crazy because like

1071
01:17:05,220 --> 01:17:10,900
Influence people that just have you know followings can branch off and do so many different things prime

1072
01:17:11,300 --> 01:17:13,540
I love hot moms fucking

1073
01:17:13,540 --> 01:17:18,580
Joy and angel like yeah, yeah, like there's so many different things that you can you can do

1074
01:17:19,140 --> 01:17:22,100
It's crazy. It is it is so it's just like um

1075
01:17:22,900 --> 01:17:28,820
You know, you just have to do it and like not care and of course kind of where i've been out make a good product

1076
01:17:28,820 --> 01:17:30,820
Right, not a bullshit product, right?

1077
01:17:30,820 --> 01:17:35,940
I mean because you can but a bullshit product will people eventually find out but if you make a really good product even

1078
01:17:36,340 --> 01:17:39,060
Product wise like doing this. It's like you have

1079
01:17:39,620 --> 01:17:41,460
Yeah, the right setup to make it a good product

1080
01:17:41,460 --> 01:17:44,500
It's not just like you're setting up like an iphone and being like let's go

1081
01:17:44,500 --> 01:17:49,700
This is gonna do the thing of course the same thing in my industry where it's just like you can't just expect to like lay there

1082
01:17:49,700 --> 01:17:54,580
And be like making millions, you know, you have to like you got to put the work in you gotta put the you gotta put the work

1083
01:17:54,580 --> 01:18:00,500
In like same for you and it takes a long time. It's just like caring about your craft. Of course from there you can

1084
01:18:01,460 --> 01:18:03,460
Take that energy and put it into

1085
01:18:04,020 --> 01:18:09,380
An energy drink whatever you want to do if you just have that like leap energy or

1086
01:18:09,380 --> 01:18:13,380
Definitely invest in yourself. Yes, definitely and more people need to invest in themselves, right?

1087
01:18:13,380 --> 01:18:16,740
Like more people need to spot a camera today. Let's go

1088
01:18:17,300 --> 01:18:21,060
My first go pro today and i'm so excited really good

1089
01:18:21,060 --> 01:18:23,060
Yes

1090
01:18:23,060 --> 01:18:25,060
Yes

1091
01:18:25,060 --> 01:18:29,620
I was just like wait a minute. I'm no tax right off. It's nice. Nice. Nice

1092
01:18:29,620 --> 01:18:32,260
Nice shower videos with a little suction cup mount. Yeah

1093
01:18:32,260 --> 01:18:37,460
I'm so excited. Oh, dude, you get a few of those up in your place and fucking do some like really

1094
01:18:37,460 --> 01:18:44,820
Cool shit like yeah. Yeah, definitely just one for now. They're like, oh next year taxes like definitely they're sick though

1095
01:18:44,820 --> 01:18:49,220
They're sick. I have the uh, I have like the seven and the nine or ten or whatever the fuck it is

1096
01:18:49,220 --> 01:18:53,620
They're fucking yeah, they're great. Great quality. I mean shit

1097
01:18:53,620 --> 01:18:58,900
I would shoot the entire podcast on a fucking gopro if um, if I could frame it up correctly

1098
01:18:59,620 --> 01:19:03,860
Uh, but yeah, you should play with it. Like i've never had like a real camera

1099
01:19:03,860 --> 01:19:09,220
I'm just like, oh the iphone works perfectly fine. But like it's crazy though, right? Yeah, it's such a difference

1100
01:19:09,220 --> 01:19:14,980
It is it is but it's insane how good this works. But like it's still such a different it is like that's crazy

1101
01:19:14,980 --> 01:19:20,340
It is because like they focus on one thing right where the iphone is like a swiss army knife, right?

1102
01:19:20,340 --> 01:19:24,820
Right. It's a good one just flash in front of you as you're trying to like do stuff and you're like, how do I do?

1103
01:19:24,820 --> 01:19:27,860
So it's like if you focused on one product for

1104
01:19:27,860 --> 01:19:33,700
11 versions 11 versions, right? Well, what are you gonna fuck? You know, it's like it's it's top notch shit

1105
01:19:33,700 --> 01:19:40,020
And I always like love when like brands like focus on this one product and they're only focusing on making it better and better and better and better

1106
01:19:40,020 --> 01:19:44,980
And then you get shit like, you know the gopro hero 11 and it's just like what the fuck man

1107
01:19:44,980 --> 01:19:46,980
And like now they have dog mounts you can like yeah

1108
01:19:46,980 --> 01:19:49,460
Yeah, yeah, I put it on my wish list

1109
01:19:49,460 --> 01:19:54,420
I was just like i'm not gonna buy it because like I just need it for like in my shower and so like workwise

1110
01:19:54,420 --> 01:20:02,100
But like it's so cool, right? Like let me see what you do all day like dov, right? Uh, wait, wait pov pov but dov

1111
01:20:02,100 --> 01:20:04,100
Dov dog pov

1112
01:20:04,100 --> 01:20:06,100
We're gonna make that shit

1113
01:20:06,100 --> 01:20:08,900
We're gonna make it where wait when you put it on the dog mount, where does it go?

1114
01:20:08,900 --> 01:20:13,700
Um, so there's two different mounts because I was looking at it. You put it on their back or you can put it on their chest

1115
01:20:13,700 --> 01:20:16,580
There's two different attachments. Yeah, so fucking cool

1116
01:20:16,580 --> 01:20:22,340
Like my dog mount is like a little bit more like a little bit more like a little bit more like a little bit more like a little bit more

1117
01:20:22,340 --> 01:20:27,380
So fucking cool. Yeah, but like my dog's very fluffy. So I don't know if it would work on his back

1118
01:20:27,380 --> 01:20:29,380
But like maybe right here. So I was like

1119
01:20:30,100 --> 01:20:35,060
They should have one like where it like sticks out a little bit and you could like pivot it or like one that comes out

1120
01:20:35,060 --> 01:20:37,380
And it's like at their face, right? It's like far enough

1121
01:20:37,380 --> 01:20:42,340
So they can't bite it but it's just like you see your dog's face like do that like 360 like world sort of thing

1122
01:20:42,340 --> 01:20:44,900
That'd be so sick. That'd be so sick, dude

1123
01:20:44,900 --> 01:20:49,780
I always love like watching the videos of the people like jumping out of the airplanes and it's just like and they're holding those fucking

1124
01:20:49,780 --> 01:20:53,220
Things and yeah, everything around them. No, it's so cool. It is

1125
01:20:53,700 --> 01:20:57,460
It is um, where do you where do you see uh, you know, where?

1126
01:20:58,180 --> 01:21:01,540
Where do you see yourself going in the next couple of years?

1127
01:21:02,020 --> 01:21:06,900
You know, you're starting to find success things are going well, but like where do you want to take it?

1128
01:21:07,540 --> 01:21:08,580
um

1129
01:21:08,580 --> 01:21:11,620
Just kind of right in the way which is like the crazy part

1130
01:21:11,620 --> 01:21:14,980
like i'm just kind of like so much has happened in the past couple years where

1131
01:21:15,620 --> 01:21:16,740
like

1132
01:21:16,740 --> 01:21:20,260
Other creators are starting to come up to me and they're just like oh my god. I follow you

1133
01:21:20,340 --> 01:21:21,860
I'm just like what that's crazy

1134
01:21:21,860 --> 01:21:22,820
like I

1135
01:21:22,820 --> 01:21:26,820
You never know like the impact and we just went through like expo seasons and stuff like that like you never

1136
01:21:27,300 --> 01:21:29,460
like know where you're at until that and so like

1137
01:21:30,100 --> 01:21:35,300
it's been crazy, but like I just hope to like ride that out a little bit and like just kind of

1138
01:21:37,460 --> 01:21:40,180
See where it takes me that sounds so like basic

1139
01:21:40,980 --> 01:21:46,180
I have companies that like i've been holding out to shoot with because it's like I want to like make good impressions

1140
01:21:46,180 --> 01:21:49,540
I like not do it when i'm first in and so like there's still like a whole like

1141
01:21:50,660 --> 01:21:55,700
checklist of like companies that like i'm very excited to work for that I just like

1142
01:21:56,100 --> 01:21:59,700
I've either said in a minute or like they've been like in a minute

1143
01:21:59,780 --> 01:22:04,100
So it's just like there's so many doors that are still open and like now I opened

1144
01:22:04,820 --> 01:22:06,500
back door

1145
01:22:06,500 --> 01:22:08,740
so another door is open where it's like

1146
01:22:09,380 --> 01:22:10,100
that

1147
01:22:10,100 --> 01:22:14,820
opens up to so many other companies and so many other websites and stuff like that and like

1148
01:22:14,820 --> 01:22:19,860
I keep telling myself and like all the people around me like it's the year of content like I don't know

1149
01:22:19,860 --> 01:22:24,340
That's where the camera stuff like that. And so i'm like, it's the year of content. I'm really like

1150
01:22:24,980 --> 01:22:30,260
Doing all the customs and like I have a live show on Friday and like stuff like that. And so like it's

1151
01:22:30,740 --> 01:22:32,740
just trying to like

1152
01:22:33,540 --> 01:22:35,060
make

1153
01:22:35,060 --> 01:22:38,820
The most that I can off of like these different platforms and stuff like that

1154
01:22:38,820 --> 01:22:43,780
But like just build up the brand through shooting with these companies and so

1155
01:22:43,780 --> 01:22:45,140
so

1156
01:22:45,140 --> 01:22:46,500
I'm

1157
01:22:46,500 --> 01:22:52,660
starting to become starting to become a little more like aware of like how things work and getting a little more comfortable and everything and so

1158
01:22:52,660 --> 01:22:53,540
like

1159
01:22:53,540 --> 01:22:55,540
from there, I think it's kind of like

1160
01:22:56,340 --> 01:23:03,060
I get to be the little redheaded slut that I've always wanted to be but like I've had it away these last two years and i've been

1161
01:23:03,540 --> 01:23:04,340
like

1162
01:23:04,340 --> 01:23:06,660
waiting to go but like now it's just kind of like

1163
01:23:07,540 --> 01:23:12,420
Who knows what could happen? Like i'm ready to just like take the opportunities as they come. Yeah. Yeah, I love that

1164
01:23:12,420 --> 01:23:14,420
It's a good perspective too. It's like

1165
01:23:14,980 --> 01:23:16,580
talk about this it's like

1166
01:23:16,580 --> 01:23:18,500
This year for me is

1167
01:23:18,500 --> 01:23:23,540
You know so many people like spend their time wanting to focus like on goals and like i'm gonna write my new year's goals and all

1168
01:23:23,540 --> 01:23:26,900
That shit and it was just like no this year i'm just gonna focus on shit that I love doing

1169
01:23:27,220 --> 01:23:28,900
And do shit that makes me happy

1170
01:23:28,900 --> 01:23:34,740
Right, the chips will fall where they fucking fall, right? I get so stressed out about things like i'm just a very like

1171
01:23:35,440 --> 01:23:37,620
over thinker like that type of person where it's like

1172
01:23:37,620 --> 01:23:43,060
If I start trying to think ahead or plan stuff, like I won't sleep at night. So i'm just like

1173
01:23:43,700 --> 01:23:46,820
No thoughts just do shit. That makes you happy. I mean exactly

1174
01:23:48,500 --> 01:23:54,980
Live while live while you're young and it's like if today was your last day like that sort of stuff because it's like after the pandemic

1175
01:23:54,980 --> 01:23:58,740
Hey, it's just like there's almost like a switch in the world where it's just kind of like

1176
01:23:59,620 --> 01:24:04,420
People either like started giving a fuck a lot more because they were at home and had nothing to do or like

1177
01:24:04,420 --> 01:24:09,140
They just stopped giving a fuck and everyone's just like yeah, whatever and I love that

1178
01:24:09,140 --> 01:24:10,820
and so it's just kind of like

1179
01:24:10,820 --> 01:24:12,820
I've just been writing with that mindset where it's like

1180
01:24:13,780 --> 01:24:15,940
Horrible things happen like it's

1181
01:24:16,660 --> 01:24:19,460
They do if I die tomorrow. I want to say i'm a porn star

1182
01:24:21,380 --> 01:24:26,100
It's just like fucking like why does it matter? Yes. I love that. I love that. You have no shame

1183
01:24:26,660 --> 01:24:29,780
You have no fucking shame, right? A lot of people wear shame

1184
01:24:30,580 --> 01:24:32,420
very heavily

1185
01:24:32,420 --> 01:24:33,620
Why is that?

1186
01:24:33,620 --> 01:24:34,820
um

1187
01:24:34,820 --> 01:24:36,820
I mean it's

1188
01:24:37,460 --> 01:24:42,420
With me doing like a lot of moving around when I was like younger to a lot of different high school stuff like that

1189
01:24:42,500 --> 01:24:44,420
I just kind of like

1190
01:24:44,420 --> 01:24:46,580
Became more of myself and that's the thing

1191
01:24:46,660 --> 01:24:50,820
It's just like that internal almost shame of just like am I doing the right thing?

1192
01:24:50,900 --> 01:24:54,340
Is this like going to pay off at the end because it's like everybody goes through it

1193
01:24:54,340 --> 01:24:58,820
But it's just kind of like no thoughts just day by day like that sort of thing. And so

1194
01:24:59,380 --> 01:25:02,420
um, I don't know like I was raised catholic and like kind of

1195
01:25:02,420 --> 01:25:07,140
Took what I did from like took what I could from that and like just kept it in like

1196
01:25:07,540 --> 01:25:10,420
Some moral aspect but like yeah, I take taking the butt on the internet

1197
01:25:10,420 --> 01:25:16,420
So like in some moral aspect like god's whole yeah, whatever. But like um, yeah, it's

1198
01:25:18,260 --> 01:25:21,540
It's hard to say but like you do see it a lot where it's just kind of like

1199
01:25:22,500 --> 01:25:24,420
I don't know if you're ready to be here

1200
01:25:24,420 --> 01:25:28,420
But I want you to figure it out before I work with you because like I don't want to

1201
01:25:29,220 --> 01:25:31,380
Have to help you figure it out like

1202
01:25:31,380 --> 01:25:34,660
I don't know. I see it a lot with like girls that haven't really been with girls yet

1203
01:25:34,660 --> 01:25:39,860
And like now I made a rule where like I don't really want to be anybody's first because like

1204
01:25:40,340 --> 01:25:42,900
It's just a lot and like I didn't like

1205
01:25:43,540 --> 01:25:44,980
I was always interested in girls

1206
01:25:44,980 --> 01:25:52,020
But like did not approach them because girls are pretty and intimidating and like all that stuff and like boobs like wow

1207
01:25:52,740 --> 01:25:54,740
um, but like

1208
01:25:54,740 --> 01:25:58,180
Um until porn I had never been with a girl and so like the first couple times

1209
01:25:58,180 --> 01:26:02,980
I was just like what the fuck am I doing? Like I don't know what I'm doing and blah blah and so like

1210
01:26:03,460 --> 01:26:05,460
I want you to get it down. Yes

1211
01:26:06,260 --> 01:26:09,380
Yes, so it's just kind of like I don't know I

1212
01:26:10,660 --> 01:26:12,660
I like people that like like to

1213
01:26:13,380 --> 01:26:19,940
That like where they're at sort of thing like again with like people going through stuff and stuff like that where it's just like

1214
01:26:19,940 --> 01:26:21,460
You can kind of see if like

1215
01:26:21,460 --> 01:26:26,100
You've been through some stuff like you know that this is like the decision for you and stuff like that

1216
01:26:26,100 --> 01:26:28,100
um, so

1217
01:26:28,100 --> 01:26:31,460
I don't know. It's it makes a lot of sense. Yeah

1218
01:26:31,860 --> 01:26:35,140
It makes no no no no, it makes a lot of sense, right?

1219
01:26:35,140 --> 01:26:37,220
And essentially like if you're gonna do this, right?

1220
01:26:37,220 --> 01:26:41,780
You want to do it with people that are feeling comfortable in their own skin, right?

1221
01:26:42,180 --> 01:26:46,740
Especially like first time girl like whatever the hell the situation is so like I know when I first started

1222
01:26:46,740 --> 01:26:49,940
I was probably like a horror to work with just because it's like I didn't know

1223
01:26:49,940 --> 01:26:55,860
What I know today and it's like it's only been two years and it's like it feels like I just started too

1224
01:26:55,860 --> 01:27:00,260
But like there is like a smaller group of girls that I started with that are still around

1225
01:27:00,660 --> 01:27:05,220
but like it all feels like it feels like we all just started and there's so many new people where we're like

1226
01:27:05,700 --> 01:27:08,900
Oh, I forgot why people come in why that's the question

1227
01:27:08,900 --> 01:27:13,540
I wanted to ask you it's like a lot of people will do one maybe two, right?

1228
01:27:13,540 --> 01:27:15,380
And then they drop out and never do it again, right?

1229
01:27:15,380 --> 01:27:19,620
There's a select few of people that can turn it into a full-fledged career

1230
01:27:20,180 --> 01:27:26,660
I mean back to like the parents thing and stuff like that. It's either like they think like oh, they're gonna find out or like

1231
01:27:27,620 --> 01:27:30,260
They do find out or like they try to tell them and then it's like

1232
01:27:30,740 --> 01:27:36,020
You start to think about it more based on their words or whatever like i've heard of all those stories

1233
01:27:36,100 --> 01:27:36,980
but like

1234
01:27:36,980 --> 01:27:41,620
also, sometimes it's like you try it and like don't really like it and like whatever but like

1235
01:27:41,620 --> 01:27:46,980
I know people that are like doing it like strictly just to get through college and it's like just a job for them

1236
01:27:46,980 --> 01:27:49,620
And like it's just like I gotta pay for the shit myself

1237
01:27:49,620 --> 01:27:53,460
I might as well like do this and like I know that after college is just not for me

1238
01:27:53,460 --> 01:27:55,460
And i'm just like that's crazy. They're like

1239
01:27:56,260 --> 01:27:59,780
Yeah, but like I don't know. I know um

1240
01:28:00,660 --> 01:28:02,660
plenty of people that just

1241
01:28:03,780 --> 01:28:06,980
it stops working for them or like they do it and then like

1242
01:28:06,980 --> 01:28:10,980
Life events happen just like outside of stuff and they're like, oh i'm gonna get back in

1243
01:28:10,980 --> 01:28:16,740
Yeah, i'm gonna do it like i'm still signing this contract for however long you're signing a contract for and yeah

1244
01:28:16,740 --> 01:28:20,340
I'm gonna come back and whatever but I don't know it's yeah

1245
01:28:20,340 --> 01:28:24,740
I mean my first year was a dungeon porn like you gotta be bold to send someone into that

1246
01:28:24,740 --> 01:28:27,940
So it's like there's different sites where like

1247
01:28:28,740 --> 01:28:30,740
I don't know they can

1248
01:28:30,740 --> 01:28:32,740
Shake you like yeah, yeah

1249
01:28:32,740 --> 01:28:35,540
There's definitely a lot out there takes a certain kind of person to

1250
01:28:35,540 --> 01:28:40,340
Like have sex on the internet. Oh my god. Fuck. Yeah, definitely a very very unique person

1251
01:28:40,340 --> 01:28:44,580
But that's I think find it amazing. But you know, one thing I find even crazier is that

1252
01:28:46,020 --> 01:28:49,780
You might see a girl do it once or twice, right and then never again

1253
01:28:49,780 --> 01:28:54,740
Yeah, but with guys, I swear I see the same five or six guys in every fucking porn

1254
01:28:55,780 --> 01:28:57,780
Yeah, is that because

1255
01:28:58,900 --> 01:29:01,540
Solid guys is hard to find like

1256
01:29:01,540 --> 01:29:05,940
Sure any guys like I could be a porn star like whatever and it's like

1257
01:29:05,940 --> 01:29:10,820
I've had situations like I had an ex where we tried to do like only fans content and

1258
01:29:12,020 --> 01:29:16,100
Just knowing that the camera was on he just like could not get hard and like I did

1259
01:29:16,740 --> 01:29:21,540
Another I did a podcast where like we ended up like fucking after but like they had a dude like come in

1260
01:29:22,020 --> 01:29:26,340
And every time the lights went on he went down and it's just like one of those things where it's just like

1261
01:29:26,900 --> 01:29:28,900
It's a mental thing like

1262
01:29:28,900 --> 01:29:33,620
Just having a dude like with the camera waiting here like watching you jack or not watching but just being like

1263
01:29:34,180 --> 01:29:40,660
Like yeah, do your thing. Tell me when you're ready boom and then like, uh lost it but like I don't know it's um

1264
01:29:41,860 --> 01:29:42,900
Yeah

1265
01:29:42,900 --> 01:29:46,260
you're fucking for like 30 minutes straight and like

1266
01:29:47,140 --> 01:29:48,340
30 minutes

1267
01:29:48,340 --> 01:29:51,380
Straight is like ideal but like there's cuts in between there's stuff like that

1268
01:29:51,380 --> 01:29:55,460
They want like 30 to 45 minutes of footage so they can like cut it down and stuff like that

1269
01:29:55,460 --> 01:30:01,060
Um, but it's also just like categories and I don't know. Yeah, it's just you

1270
01:30:01,060 --> 01:30:03,380
There's a lot of new guys right now though and like i've been fucking a couple with them and like they're solid like yeah

1271
01:30:03,380 --> 01:30:05,380
Yeah, but that's crazy a couple there's there's

1272
01:30:06,020 --> 01:30:07,460
A lot of girls

1273
01:30:07,460 --> 01:30:09,780
So many girls I I walked into testing

1274
01:30:10,740 --> 01:30:16,900
Yesterday or the yesterday and I didn't recognize anybody there and it was a room full of people and I was like wow

1275
01:30:16,900 --> 01:30:19,860
This has never happened before but like I was like, oh my god

1276
01:30:19,860 --> 01:30:26,820
I just they could have been in a year. They could have been traveling from florida like it could have been like a mixture of anything where it's just like

1277
01:30:27,220 --> 01:30:32,980
I might know your screen names because that's another thing is like some people have like these crazy little screen names and it's like

1278
01:30:32,980 --> 01:30:37,780
Oh, I know that like yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well, yeah that that that is crazy

1279
01:30:37,780 --> 01:30:40,820
Do you think more people than ever are getting into the adult industry? It's always been like this

1280
01:30:40,820 --> 01:30:41,620
Yeah, yeah

1281
01:30:41,620 --> 01:30:45,700
And I hear from my agent because he's like, oh my god, I'm like, oh my god, I'm like, oh my god

1282
01:30:45,700 --> 01:30:51,060
I'm like, oh my god, I'm like, what the fuck is this? I'm like, I'm like, what the fuck is this?

1283
01:30:51,860 --> 01:30:55,140
That's like it's like a weird time because it's like

1284
01:30:56,340 --> 01:31:02,260
A lot of the like big name people are leaving and being sufficient on their only fans or their different business ventures like they

1285
01:31:02,900 --> 01:31:04,900
shoot when they want to and so it's kind of like

1286
01:31:05,220 --> 01:31:09,140
Everybody's just kind of like taking everybody that they can because all these only fans girls

1287
01:31:09,140 --> 01:31:13,940
They're just like oh fucking like the same way that I did I did one and I was like this went well and then like

1288
01:31:13,940 --> 01:31:14,340
Yeah

1289
01:31:14,340 --> 01:31:16,580
and like opportunity presented itself.

1290
01:31:16,580 --> 01:31:20,180
But like, I don't know, there's a lot of girls,

1291
01:31:20,180 --> 01:31:22,900
but like even when I joined, it was like,

1292
01:31:22,900 --> 01:31:26,260
I was part of like the first influx of like the COVID people

1293
01:31:26,260 --> 01:31:28,580
where it was just like so many people.

1294
01:31:28,580 --> 01:31:33,940
But it's a weird thing because like, when you first join,

1295
01:31:33,940 --> 01:31:36,660
you like shoot for like all of the companies

1296
01:31:36,660 --> 01:31:38,740
and like get your name out and like,

1297
01:31:38,740 --> 01:31:40,420
they basically like all test you out

1298
01:31:40,420 --> 01:31:42,660
and then like you come back to like whichever ones.

1299
01:31:42,660 --> 01:31:46,100
So like right now it's weird because they're shooting

1300
01:31:46,100 --> 01:31:48,100
all these new girls for all of these companies.

1301
01:31:48,100 --> 01:31:49,540
And so you're just kind of like waiting around

1302
01:31:49,540 --> 01:31:51,300
and you're like, do you need to fill it?

1303
01:31:51,300 --> 01:31:52,340
Like what's going on?

1304
01:31:52,340 --> 01:31:54,820
Because like they're like, oh, they're good on their only fans

1305
01:31:54,820 --> 01:31:55,380
sort of thing.

1306
01:31:55,380 --> 01:31:56,580
So yeah.

1307
01:31:56,580 --> 01:31:58,100
So that's where it's just kind of like,

1308
01:31:58,100 --> 01:32:00,820
there's a lot of new girls and everyone's just like,

1309
01:32:00,820 --> 01:32:04,740
no, like my, because like I'm one of, from my agent's story,

1310
01:32:04,740 --> 01:32:06,660
it's one of the top girls on his agency.

1311
01:32:06,660 --> 01:32:10,260
And he's like between you and like the other three top girls,

1312
01:32:10,260 --> 01:32:14,100
like not a lot of bookings for this month, like maybe like 10 each.

1313
01:32:14,100 --> 01:32:19,220
And he's like, that's not ideal, but like you do what you got to do.

1314
01:32:19,220 --> 01:32:20,660
And like, I don't know.

1315
01:32:20,660 --> 01:32:24,420
And I even like took a month off and I was like, oh, like ready back to go,

1316
01:32:24,420 --> 01:32:26,900
but are back and ready to go.

1317
01:32:26,900 --> 01:32:31,380
But it's just like very like, and like things can change like day of,

1318
01:32:31,380 --> 01:32:34,500
if something happens, like a club I had today, they were just like,

1319
01:32:34,500 --> 01:32:36,660
oh, I have food poisoning and I'm like, okay, well like,

1320
01:32:36,660 --> 01:32:37,300
you're like great.

1321
01:32:37,300 --> 01:32:38,820
See you when I see you later, buddy.

1322
01:32:38,820 --> 01:32:40,260
Yeah. What is test?

1323
01:32:40,260 --> 01:32:41,060
What test?

1324
01:32:41,060 --> 01:32:42,260
What is testing me?

1325
01:32:43,620 --> 01:32:45,860
Yeah. No, no.

1326
01:32:45,860 --> 01:32:46,420
Yeah.

1327
01:32:47,620 --> 01:32:48,660
My check.

1328
01:32:48,660 --> 01:32:49,860
No, but seriously.

1329
01:32:49,860 --> 01:32:52,420
So it sucks.

1330
01:32:52,420 --> 01:32:56,740
It's you get your blood drawn and they take like two, three vials of blood,

1331
01:32:56,740 --> 01:32:58,100
which never gets easier.

1332
01:32:58,100 --> 01:32:59,220
It's every two weeks.

1333
01:32:59,780 --> 01:33:04,820
And then you get, you pee in a cup and like do that typical thing.

1334
01:33:04,820 --> 01:33:07,380
We were doing COVID testing and now it's a little more lax.

1335
01:33:07,380 --> 01:33:08,740
We'll do the rapid test on set.

1336
01:33:08,740 --> 01:33:11,380
If like we're like big sad or something like that.

1337
01:33:12,020 --> 01:33:14,580
If you're vaccinated, you're pretty much like good to go at this point.

1338
01:33:14,580 --> 01:33:21,780
But now we started doing this new thing because there's been butthole gonorrhea

1339
01:33:21,780 --> 01:33:23,140
and chlamydia happening.

1340
01:33:23,700 --> 01:33:28,660
So we have to now swab inside of our butts and you have to go like this far into your rectum.

1341
01:33:28,660 --> 01:33:31,140
And like Q-tips aren't fun dry.

1342
01:33:31,140 --> 01:33:31,540
Yeah.

1343
01:33:31,540 --> 01:33:33,540
Yeah. And it's like, you can kind of feel the wood pokey.

1344
01:33:33,540 --> 01:33:35,780
So it's just kind of like that sucks.

1345
01:33:35,780 --> 01:33:40,980
So we do like butt and throat swabs now to make sure that there's nothing like rest in there.

1346
01:33:40,980 --> 01:33:42,180
Do the guys have to do that too?

1347
01:33:42,180 --> 01:33:42,980
Yes.

1348
01:33:42,980 --> 01:33:47,220
But like it's all like up to preference, but like it's going into motion now where it's like,

1349
01:33:48,100 --> 01:33:50,260
like they have a really good deal on like doing both.

1350
01:33:50,260 --> 01:33:53,940
So like you might as well do both like that sort of thing, like trying to entice it a little bit.

1351
01:33:53,940 --> 01:33:56,500
And there are some companies that are picking up on it and being like,

1352
01:33:56,500 --> 01:33:58,500
no, like most of our female talent is sad.

1353
01:33:58,500 --> 01:34:02,660
Like, and like the thing is, is like, there's been guys that are like, oh, fuck it.

1354
01:34:02,660 --> 01:34:07,780
Like I'll test to work and like pop for random, but whole gonorrhea because like spit going down

1355
01:34:07,780 --> 01:34:13,300
or like eating booty, like just random stuff that like you just don't think about just sitting in

1356
01:34:13,300 --> 01:34:17,060
a girl's square, like stuff like that where you just don't think about it,

1357
01:34:17,060 --> 01:34:19,540
but like it can just be chilling right there.

1358
01:34:19,540 --> 01:34:22,420
Just waiting to come out, just waiting to come out and party.

1359
01:34:23,620 --> 01:34:28,660
But yeah, so that's been a new fun thing that they put a mirror up in the bathroom

1360
01:34:28,660 --> 01:34:32,820
so you can like look up your butt. It's very considerate, I guess.

1361
01:34:32,820 --> 01:34:38,420
Um, but yeah, so the biggest like drawback for me is like the getting the blood drawn.

1362
01:34:38,420 --> 01:34:40,900
Who pays for that? You guys do.

1363
01:34:40,900 --> 01:34:45,140
Yeah, it's in some form like a tax write off, but like in a medical sense.

1364
01:34:45,140 --> 01:34:48,740
So like, I don't know, I just use my business card for it.

1365
01:34:48,740 --> 01:34:50,180
Yeah. Is it expensive?

1366
01:34:51,220 --> 01:34:54,020
Yeah. Every two weeks it's a little over $200.

1367
01:34:54,020 --> 01:34:56,020
Yeah. Yeah. But you got to do it to work, right?

1368
01:34:56,020 --> 01:34:59,220
Right. And it's like, even if you're collabing and stuff like that, it's just like,

1369
01:34:59,220 --> 01:35:03,780
it's just better to always be tested unless like you're just going out of town,

1370
01:35:03,780 --> 01:35:06,020
going to visit family or whatever and like.

1371
01:35:06,020 --> 01:35:09,940
Yeah, makes sense. So what do they do? They give you like a digital printout saying

1372
01:35:09,940 --> 01:35:11,140
you're good, good, good, good, good.

1373
01:35:11,140 --> 01:35:15,620
Um, it goes to your phone. And so everybody has like a little QR code.

1374
01:35:15,620 --> 01:35:19,220
And so you can scan other people's to like make sure it's like legit or whatever.

1375
01:35:19,220 --> 01:35:22,900
Because people fake test and like that's a thing that happened before where they're like,

1376
01:35:22,900 --> 01:35:27,060
I just want to work. So I'm just going to like change the dates and say that like,

1377
01:35:27,060 --> 01:35:31,620
it's okay. Yeah. And so like they added little QR codes and now it's like in your little

1378
01:35:31,620 --> 01:35:36,100
Apple wallet, whatever that you can just pull it right up. And it shows like your QR code.

1379
01:35:36,100 --> 01:35:41,940
And so like what kind of dirty, fucked up person would do something like that.

1380
01:35:42,500 --> 01:35:48,340
Like I am in this, if you're in this industry and you're going to change the date to save a

1381
01:35:48,340 --> 01:35:52,340
couple hundred bucks, like who knows what the fuck you got? Like what the fuck dude.

1382
01:35:52,340 --> 01:35:58,580
It's crazy too. Cause it's just like, we did go through a wave of just like people, fucking

1383
01:35:58,580 --> 01:36:03,060
random people. And then like in the middle of the test and they're just like, oh, like it still says

1384
01:36:03,060 --> 01:36:08,660
cleared. So I'm still clear. And it's just like, you shouldn't like that's not ideal for anyone

1385
01:36:08,660 --> 01:36:12,820
that you're fucking after that. But like, it was like wave after wave of like, just trying to

1386
01:36:13,460 --> 01:36:18,420
clear stuff up where you would like get a text on set and be like, oh, I might be exposed. I have to

1387
01:36:18,420 --> 01:36:23,940
leave like that sort of thing. And you had to go, it was madness for a little bit, but now with the

1388
01:36:23,940 --> 01:36:28,580
butt swabs, we got it under control because it was hiding out in people's throats. Yeah. It's,

1389
01:36:29,220 --> 01:36:34,580
I'm learning every day as I go. And it's crazy because like, before I was in the industry,

1390
01:36:34,580 --> 01:36:40,900
I was very reckless with my sexual health. Like I just didn't know all of these things. And so like,

1391
01:36:40,900 --> 01:36:46,340
I was like, I got birth control, like fuck a condom. I'll get checked up every like month or two,

1392
01:36:46,340 --> 01:36:54,100
like no big thing. Like that's how it is though. That's how it is. That's how it is. It is crazy.

1393
01:36:54,100 --> 01:37:00,020
It is crazy, but that's exactly how it, how it is for most young people. And that's why it's like,

1394
01:37:01,140 --> 01:37:06,980
you just, yeah, but that's why your industry is very different and it's very fucking important.

1395
01:37:06,980 --> 01:37:11,780
Right. It's very important. And I respect that. It's so easy for stuff to get transferred around

1396
01:37:11,780 --> 01:37:16,420
because it's like, we're on these two week test periods and you have the same six guys. So like,

1397
01:37:16,420 --> 01:37:20,340
God, they must be fucking a lot. Right. No, they're like every day. Yes.

1398
01:37:21,540 --> 01:37:26,580
Getting flown out to different states, like back and forth, like they are busy guys.

1399
01:37:26,580 --> 01:37:34,900
That is fucking crazy. Right. A girl can only do so much. Right. Yeah. Or guy can just go and go

1400
01:37:34,900 --> 01:37:40,340
and go, but it's a very select few type of a type of guy that can do that. You know, as we start to

1401
01:37:40,340 --> 01:37:47,700
wind down, you know, for you, when looking at your life and life is truly a blink of an eye,

1402
01:37:48,740 --> 01:37:50,340
what do you want to be remembered for?

1403
01:37:57,220 --> 01:38:05,380
I mean, you're making me go, this is a deep question. What do I want to be remembered for?

1404
01:38:05,380 --> 01:38:12,020
Probably just like not being an asshole. Like that's the goal, I guess, for anybody,

1405
01:38:12,900 --> 01:38:19,620
your most people. But like, I don't know. It happens, like you said, in a blink of an eye.

1406
01:38:19,620 --> 01:38:25,620
And it's just kind of just fuck it and see what happens during that time. But like, if I could

1407
01:38:26,500 --> 01:38:30,980
just, I don't know, it's such a hard question to answer.

1408
01:38:30,980 --> 01:38:36,740
The very first thing you answered was what some of my favorite answers are. Yeah. Not being a dick.

1409
01:38:36,740 --> 01:38:42,500
Yeah. You know, being a good person. Right. I mean, it's like life is a blink of an eye. And

1410
01:38:42,900 --> 01:38:47,620
at the end of the day, most of us are not going to be remembered 100 years, 10 years after you die,

1411
01:38:47,620 --> 01:38:52,980
100 years after you die, however long it is. Right. Yeah. But while you're on this planet,

1412
01:38:52,980 --> 01:38:57,860
just being a good person. Like, I just hope that I like cross some people's minds sometimes. And

1413
01:38:57,860 --> 01:39:02,180
they're just like, I can't remember a bad time with it. Like that sort of thing where it's just

1414
01:39:02,180 --> 01:39:09,780
kind of like, hopefully. But yeah. Isn't that weird? Right. Life is like, I'm 36 now. We're

1415
01:39:09,780 --> 01:39:19,300
already almost into fucking Mark. Like I'm almost over that. I'm middle aged. I know you said of a

1416
01:39:19,300 --> 01:39:32,180
bitch. No, but it's 24. Oh, you're so, so old. It's crazy for every 18. No, but this is kind of

1417
01:39:32,180 --> 01:39:38,740
crazy though. Right. Um, you know, but it, it, it's so crazy. It is like just thinking about like,

1418
01:39:38,740 --> 01:39:43,220
oh, like back when I was like in high school and when it's like, oh, that was like 10, like,

1419
01:39:43,220 --> 01:39:52,740
it's weird. I mean, I think, um, what now two years from now would be my 20th year high school

1420
01:39:52,740 --> 01:39:57,780
reunion. But it's so weird how like memories work and it's just kind of like, you're right in it.

1421
01:39:57,780 --> 01:40:03,940
Like my, my goal one day, it's like, if I do ever have kids, I want to like, be like, and this is

1422
01:40:03,940 --> 01:40:09,220
mommy and hustler, like this lingerie version. So like, it's okay. It's like, just know like I was

1423
01:40:09,220 --> 01:40:13,940
cool as shit. Like that's, that's what I want to be remembered for. Just being like cool as shit.

1424
01:40:13,940 --> 01:40:21,620
Like, yeah, that's the goal. No shame. No shame. Yeah. You want kids though? Um, so twins run in

1425
01:40:21,620 --> 01:40:29,460
my family and I'm a little, little gal. So like the goal is like, hopefully one day I can have

1426
01:40:29,460 --> 01:40:35,220
enough money to like have somebody else carry the kid. That would be tight. Um, and like control,

1427
01:40:35,220 --> 01:40:42,420
like I would like twins, but like not through me. Yes. Yes. But right now I'm good for my dog. Um,

1428
01:40:42,420 --> 01:40:46,740
I've got like eight to 10 years with him. Hopefully longer. We don't know. Yeah. We don't know.

1429
01:40:47,700 --> 01:40:54,500
He could live to 75. It's insane. I mean, it could happen, but yeah, I'm, I'm good on it for now

1430
01:40:54,500 --> 01:41:00,660
because I don't know what I'm going to do. Yeah. I get that. Yeah. Take, take it as they come. Um,

1431
01:41:00,660 --> 01:41:04,820
you know, when we, we wrap up like the end of the podcast, some new we've been doing is just kind of

1432
01:41:04,820 --> 01:41:11,540
asking a couple, uh, kind of current event topics and getting their ideas on it. So maybe this is

1433
01:41:11,540 --> 01:41:16,660
the only curve ball coming your way. Um, so, uh, Tyler, you want to pull, we already pulled up chat

1434
01:41:16,660 --> 01:41:22,260
GPT, but you know, uh, one second. All right, let's do, um, I got a sneak peek into, yeah, yeah,

1435
01:41:22,260 --> 01:41:27,060
we don't need to talk about that one. Okay. Let me pull this up. It'll talk about it for you. Yes.

1436
01:41:27,060 --> 01:41:34,420
Yes. It will create everything for you. Here's the podcast. Every word that you've used,

1437
01:41:36,500 --> 01:41:39,940
this is what you'll say. And this will be every single question during the podcast.

1438
01:41:39,940 --> 01:41:45,780
I'm just trying to open up Apple news. Okay. Um, here, try harder. No, come on. Damn it. No. Um,

1439
01:41:45,780 --> 01:41:52,900
you know what? Just look it up in the, uh, just type, just type in 56 billion. Is it the Tesla?

1440
01:41:52,900 --> 01:41:59,460
All right. So here we go. So, um, I don't know. Do you know who Elon Musk is? I'm just joking.

1441
01:42:02,260 --> 01:42:10,500
Is that the one you're pulling up? Uh, yeah. Why isn't it any day now? I mean, I don't know.

1442
01:42:11,460 --> 01:42:15,620
I don't know. I don't know. Um, well, I'll start to paint the picture while he pulls it out. So,

1443
01:42:15,620 --> 01:42:30,260
um, uh, so, okay, here we go. One, two, dude. Oh my gosh. Darn it. Tyler. Come on. All right.

1444
01:42:30,260 --> 01:42:39,380
I think the TV turned off. Um, so it's on. It's still, it's still, it's still my face. Okay. Um,

1445
01:42:39,380 --> 01:42:46,100
here, I'll just Google this real quick. Uh, so Elon, yes, I've heard about it. Yeah. So 56 billion

1446
01:42:46,980 --> 01:42:50,020
dollars. It's actually up now. Nope. Is it really?

1447
01:42:52,900 --> 01:43:00,820
Okay. So, um, so judge, all right. So currently right now, Elon Musk is, uh, he's actually lost

1448
01:43:00,820 --> 01:43:05,860
a lot of fucking, yeah, he did. I have to have bikini pictures. Yeah. No, it's true, but it's

1449
01:43:05,860 --> 01:43:10,900
true. And then he got on, um, Oh, Zempac. Did you hear about that? Semi-glutide. Yeah. Right.

1450
01:43:10,900 --> 01:43:16,100
Fucking crazy. I've heard good things. Yes. Yeah. I mean, well, especially if you're overweight,

1451
01:43:17,380 --> 01:43:21,620
it does cause a lot of issues, um, or it can cause issues, but, um, I mean, shit.

1452
01:43:22,180 --> 01:43:28,260
It fucking helped him. Yeah. Uh, so right. Billionaire Elon Musk may be clutching his

1453
01:43:28,260 --> 01:43:32,340
pearls a little tighter as a Delaware judge left serious doubt whether his multi-billion dollar

1454
01:43:32,340 --> 01:43:36,580
Tesla pay package was done without Musk's intervention. Uh, in what was supposed to be

1455
01:43:36,580 --> 01:43:40,980
the day of final arguments in a multi-year lawsuit at the Delaware court of Chancery,

1456
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Chancellor Kathleen McCormick called for even more supplementary arguments at some future date

1457
01:43:46,260 --> 01:43:50,820
over this 56 billion dollar pay package Musk received from Tesla back in 2018, incentivizing

1458
01:43:50,820 --> 01:43:55,540
him to keep on course as CEO. The final decision could still be kept months away. According

1459
01:43:55,540 --> 01:43:59,140
chance, the lawyer who reports on Delaware court decisions, scroll down one more. I just want to

1460
01:43:59,140 --> 01:44:04,580
read this next part, uh, relatively minor Tesla stakeholder stockholder, Richard Tornetta himself,

1461
01:44:04,580 --> 01:44:08,500
a drummer in the heavy metal band, Dawn of correction filed the suit back in 2019,

1462
01:44:08,500 --> 01:44:12,500
complaining that Tesla's board of directors weren't so independent of Musk when it created

1463
01:44:12,500 --> 01:44:17,060
Musk's massive multi-billion dollar pay package. He argued the pay went beyond reasonable judgment

1464
01:44:17,060 --> 01:44:21,060
and that the board knew he wasn't going to be on the ball 24 seven since he runs several other

1465
01:44:21,060 --> 01:44:25,780
major companies like SpaceX, Neuralink, or the boring company lawyers for the Tesla board argued

1466
01:44:25,780 --> 01:44:29,940
the pay package was designed from the beginning to incentivize the billionaire to redouble his

1467
01:44:29,940 --> 01:44:36,500
efforts on the EV maker. Now, doesn't he own Tesla? So didn't he just pay himself that he

1468
01:44:36,500 --> 01:44:40,500
dealt? Well, I mean, there's a, it's a public company. So, you know, a lot of people, um,

1469
01:44:40,500 --> 01:44:53,220
have stake in it, right? But electric cars, right. Are a thing now because of Elon Musk.

1470
01:44:53,220 --> 01:45:02,100
Yeah. Um, if you go back, I believe it was type in, um, 2010, how many electric cars were on the

1471
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roads? I mean, even just like self-driving cars, because now there's like almost like Ubers that

1472
01:45:07,540 --> 01:45:12,660
are self-driving. Yes. Yeah. And it's crazy. And they're getting better and better. There was only,

1473
01:45:12,660 --> 01:45:18,180
there's only 300 in California. There's only 300 in California. So I believe there was 16 or 17,000,

1474
01:45:18,180 --> 01:45:24,020
um, electric fields, actually electric cars came out in the 18th, like the end of the 1800s. Um,

1475
01:45:24,020 --> 01:45:30,820
and it was about one time there was about 25% of cars, but, uh, once America started creating,

1476
01:45:30,820 --> 01:45:36,580
you know, the roads connecting the East to the West, especially, um, there wasn't enough shit.

1477
01:45:37,300 --> 01:45:42,900
Sorry. Uh, there wasn't enough, you know, power. And so they, they figured, you know, let's switch

1478
01:45:42,900 --> 01:45:47,300
to fossil fuels to be able to do this. Right. There's plenty of that. Yeah. Uh-huh. Um, it

1479
01:45:47,300 --> 01:45:53,140
would have been smarter the other way around. That being said, um, now if you flash forward to 2010,

1480
01:45:53,140 --> 01:45:59,700
there was only like 16, 17,000, like worldwide, I believe it was. Yeah. Flash forward to 2021,

1481
01:45:59,700 --> 01:46:08,340
there's over 17 million. Just like in California. Literally. Now, Elon Musk making $56 billion, um,

1482
01:46:09,780 --> 01:46:14,340
as a, as a pay incentive to keep on keeping them there, pushing, hitting the quotas. Like,

1483
01:46:14,340 --> 01:46:23,300
what is your thought about that? Do you think it's fair? I mean, that's a big lump sum cash,

1484
01:46:23,300 --> 01:46:29,860
but like, it's something where it's like, you do have these other companies like to invest in,

1485
01:46:29,860 --> 01:46:36,020
if it's like a logical drawn out, like plan where it's like, I'll take this lump sum and then like,

1486
01:46:36,020 --> 01:46:40,100
don't worry about me sort of thing. But like, that's pretty much my work. Yes. Like,

1487
01:46:40,100 --> 01:46:45,060
like then he could take that and put it into like these other companies and like have them

1488
01:46:45,060 --> 01:46:51,620
maybe become a little more self-sufficient. Um, where he can keep up with that. But now the whole

1489
01:46:51,620 --> 01:46:55,780
Twitter thing, like, why do you own Twitter? Like that's a whole other project in itself.

1490
01:46:55,780 --> 01:47:01,460
Yeah. He's starting a lot of hate because of that. Yeah. And it's just like going through like firing

1491
01:47:02,260 --> 01:47:06,740
employees and like, why would you go through a hiring process if that's going on? I didn't

1492
01:47:06,740 --> 01:47:11,300
even know that was going on. So I'm just like, that's just so much. But, and he has like,

1493
01:47:12,020 --> 01:47:18,260
hella kids. Yeah. Like, yeah. Or he believes that we're on a population decline and that, um,

1494
01:47:18,260 --> 01:47:22,980
in a sense, I agree. Yeah. Well, it's, we're not producing enough kids to be sufficient.

1495
01:47:22,980 --> 01:47:27,460
No, cause everybody's learning these other ways to live their life. Yeah. Or waiting longer,

1496
01:47:27,460 --> 01:47:33,300
having less kids. Yeah. So that's why he's trying to contribute to society by having a lot of kids.

1497
01:47:33,300 --> 01:47:39,060
But you know, his, I don't know, I come from the school of thought is like, this was really like

1498
01:47:39,060 --> 01:47:45,780
set up and Elon Musk wasn't the one that created Tesla, but when he took over and purchased it,

1499
01:47:45,780 --> 01:47:53,620
right. At that point from that point to what it is today, he transformed driving for ever.

1500
01:47:54,340 --> 01:48:00,660
And he opened up the entire world to these electric vehicles and really starting to move

1501
01:48:00,660 --> 01:48:04,260
us towards autonomous driving, even though it's like level two, level three. Like it's even like

1502
01:48:04,260 --> 01:48:08,660
that lane keep assist. Like I don't drive a Tesla and I have lane keep assist. That wouldn't happen

1503
01:48:08,660 --> 01:48:13,860
without Tesla. And that's crazy. No, there was a, there's a, there's a car that runs on water.

1504
01:48:13,860 --> 01:48:18,740
It's like only available in California. It's like, it runs on H2O, some like basically water,

1505
01:48:18,740 --> 01:48:22,740
but like you have to go to special pumps and it's only in California. And if I didn't like

1506
01:48:22,740 --> 01:48:28,180
drive out of state so much, I was like, hell yeah, that's like a cool new thing, but like

1507
01:48:28,180 --> 01:48:33,860
give it a couple of years, but it's stuff like that where it's like people like applaud Elon

1508
01:48:33,860 --> 01:48:38,500
Musk because nobody's like even tried to do anything about space since like they were told

1509
01:48:38,500 --> 01:48:44,100
that like we did it. But like, I saw something recently where it was like the space boot did

1510
01:48:44,100 --> 01:48:48,420
not match up to like, there's a lot of, there's a lot, there's a lot, there's a lot. Like the

1511
01:48:48,420 --> 01:48:54,100
first time that I saw that and I was like, wow, that's a different time. But like now we're just

1512
01:48:54,100 --> 01:49:00,420
like, I don't know. I love it. I do too. I love, I love a good, I don't know. I wasn't there.

1513
01:49:01,540 --> 01:49:05,780
I'll listen to you talk, but I love hearing about it. I definitely love hearing about it.

1514
01:49:06,900 --> 01:49:12,260
But yeah, it's cool. He's doing all this stuff and like people said that he was like part alien.

1515
01:49:12,260 --> 01:49:18,420
I'm just like, let's go. Let's go. Like, I don't know all the like files and stuff that have been

1516
01:49:18,420 --> 01:49:22,020
opened up like recently where they're just like, here's all this information. And everyone's just

1517
01:49:22,020 --> 01:49:29,140
kind of like, okay, like it's crazy. It's crazy that he released that because all the contracts

1518
01:49:29,140 --> 01:49:34,900
that he has with the government, right? With SpaceX and everything like that. Um, and for him

1519
01:49:34,900 --> 01:49:39,780
to like release the Twitter files, I don't know. It's fucking ballsy, man. He's such a ballsy dude.

1520
01:49:39,780 --> 01:49:46,340
And that's where it's just like, I, I appreciate like that energy as long as and tying it back. It

1521
01:49:46,340 --> 01:49:51,460
doesn't go into like a Hitler sort of, yeah, of course, as long as you're there to do good. And

1522
01:49:51,460 --> 01:49:57,860
like, it seems like he is like a very bigger aspect. And like, I see like Mr. Beast and like,

1523
01:49:57,860 --> 01:50:03,140
he does good and stuff like that. And it's just like, that's so cool to like be able to

1524
01:50:03,780 --> 01:50:09,700
grow yourself as a human. Like if you were able to like, like, what would you be most proud of

1525
01:50:09,700 --> 01:50:13,460
in real life and like stuff like that? It's just like, if you could do like some crazy shit like

1526
01:50:13,460 --> 01:50:18,660
that, like that's crazy. It is, it is. And you know, people like Elon Musk and Mr. Beast, like

1527
01:50:18,660 --> 01:50:23,540
they're doing good for society. I remember a time when everyone praised Elon Musk, everyone loved

1528
01:50:23,540 --> 01:50:28,180
him. And now it's like, he's kind of like the Donald Trump of people changing the world, meaning

1529
01:50:28,180 --> 01:50:33,860
like, like not saying he's Donald Trump, but I'm saying he's fucking hated on like Donald Trump,

1530
01:50:33,860 --> 01:50:42,100
right, wrong or indifferent, you know, so it's like, for me, Elon Musk is the future and he's

1531
01:50:42,100 --> 01:50:46,180
changing so many things and you don't always have to agree with him. I don't agree with everyone

1532
01:50:46,180 --> 01:50:51,860
all the time and that's life. But if you can understand and respect what the man is doing

1533
01:50:51,860 --> 01:50:55,460
and these things would not be happening if it wasn't because they weren't happening

1534
01:50:55,460 --> 01:51:03,380
until he came along, well, what the fuck, right? Yeah. So I don't know. That's like, there's no

1535
01:51:03,380 --> 01:51:07,540
point in like deplatforming anyone. It's just like, watch to see how far somebody can grow and like,

1536
01:51:07,540 --> 01:51:13,780
why give a fuck about what anybody says? But like, I don't know, the internet's become a lot softer,

1537
01:51:13,780 --> 01:51:16,820
but like it's time back around where it's starting to become a little bit mean again.

1538
01:51:16,820 --> 01:51:20,740
Yes. But like, it was really soft for a long time where it was just kind of like,

1539
01:51:21,380 --> 01:51:27,700
we're all supporting each other, like nobody kill yourself. And like, that was really cool

1540
01:51:27,700 --> 01:51:31,380
because it was just kind of like, be whatever you want to be. And now it's just kind of like

1541
01:51:32,180 --> 01:51:36,900
hating over dumb stuff. Like, yeah, well, people got people in the fucking cubicles,

1542
01:51:36,900 --> 01:51:42,100
just like these dumb motherfuckers. Yeah, but like that's COVID. Like it just, everybody

1543
01:51:42,100 --> 01:51:47,860
really only could communicate on their phones. And so it's just kind of like bold. Yeah. People

1544
01:51:47,860 --> 01:51:52,100
are bold. It's weird, man. It's weird. All right. We got, we got one more with conspiracies. All

1545
01:51:52,100 --> 01:51:56,180
right. Last one. I'm ready for this. Let's go. All right. I thought you had. All right. Oh,

1546
01:51:56,180 --> 01:52:00,900
that was quick, Tyler. So mysterious ball washes up on Japan beach. I love mysterious balls.

1547
01:52:04,100 --> 01:52:10,420
Perfect. Mysterious balls. Mysterious ball washes up on Japan beach. Japan beach. Yeah. Oh yeah.

1548
01:52:10,420 --> 01:52:15,860
Wash up on Japan beach sparkly. Sparkling. No sparking investigation by baffle baffled. I can't

1549
01:52:15,860 --> 01:52:20,740
do the light. A bizarre ball that appears to be made of metal forced the closing of a beach in

1550
01:52:20,740 --> 01:52:25,460
Japan as explosive experts reportedly examined it. And still the authorities have no idea what it

1551
01:52:25,460 --> 01:52:29,460
can be. A massive ball that appears to be made of metal has washed up in Japan, blah, blah, blah.

1552
01:52:29,460 --> 01:52:35,940
Local women found the mysterious object in Enshu beach in the city of Hamatsu. I'm sorry, guys. I

1553
01:52:35,940 --> 01:52:42,660
don't know what that is. And contacted police on Tuesday morning. The ball's around 1.5 meters by

1554
01:52:42,660 --> 01:52:49,860
it. Diameter appears rusty. Suggesting it was made of iron and it has handle like pieces of metal,

1555
01:52:49,860 --> 01:52:54,340
which would allow it to be hooked to something. I'll just read the next two inside a 200 meter

1556
01:52:54,340 --> 01:52:59,300
enclosed area. Explosive experts have been filmed wearing protective uniforms as they examine the

1557
01:52:59,300 --> 01:53:04,020
ball and local media reports have said the X-ray scans have shown it to be hollow. All right. So

1558
01:53:04,020 --> 01:53:10,980
go scroll back up to show it. So with the, uh, the Chinese balloon, the, you know about that.

1559
01:53:10,980 --> 01:53:16,260
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And then the three other ones that they shot down, non mysterious balls.

1560
01:53:16,260 --> 01:53:25,140
What, what is your thoughts? Like, um, Atlantis is that wrong to think you might've like flown,

1561
01:53:25,140 --> 01:53:30,900
like floated up from something or like, was it like a spy? Like if there's nothing in it,

1562
01:53:30,900 --> 01:53:35,940
it's just a metal ball. It could just be like a, like a weight, right? Like that's what I was

1563
01:53:35,940 --> 01:53:41,060
thinking too. It's just like a little boy. Yeah. It's something like that held stuff on a lot,

1564
01:53:41,060 --> 01:53:45,700
but I don't know. It's like, there's a whole article on it and it's just like, I feel like

1565
01:53:45,700 --> 01:53:51,540
now it's like any little like round shape object or weird shape thing. Like they're talking about

1566
01:53:51,540 --> 01:53:57,620
so heavily, right? Where it's like, if this was found on any other, you know, any other month

1567
01:53:57,620 --> 01:54:05,060
before this balloon, like would we even be having an article like this? What if it's like a giant

1568
01:54:05,060 --> 01:54:10,740
egg that like was hollow because it was like not fertilized. And so it like floated up or something,

1569
01:54:10,740 --> 01:54:15,780
but there's like something bigger in the water. Maybe it could be like, um, like, uh, like if

1570
01:54:15,780 --> 01:54:21,380
Elon Musk had like, you know, like a autonomous shark, but it was like a Megalodon. I don't know

1571
01:54:21,380 --> 01:54:26,660
if sharks, billionaires are crazy eggs. I don't know, but like, or they're mammals.

1572
01:54:26,660 --> 01:54:33,460
Sharks are not mammals. No, definitely not. Definitely not. Sharks are not mammals. They're

1573
01:54:33,460 --> 01:54:40,820
not mammals. No whales are mammals for sure. For sure. Sharks are not mammals. No, they're,

1574
01:54:40,820 --> 01:54:44,180
they're, they're definitely not. But yeah, yeah, they're fish, right? There we go.

1575
01:54:46,420 --> 01:54:51,620
Maybe it's like a whale swallowed something like some, and then it turned to bronze. No,

1576
01:54:51,620 --> 01:54:56,660
but do you think we're panicking over like, like little things, like just every little thing? I

1577
01:54:56,660 --> 01:55:01,540
mean, I think having like the internet and such quick access to like talk about everything, it's

1578
01:55:01,540 --> 01:55:05,140
just like, if it was like the nineties and you saw a balloon floating over, you'd be like,

1579
01:55:05,940 --> 01:55:11,060
wow, somebody let that go at a birthday party. Yeah. Anything crazy. And so like now it's just

1580
01:55:11,060 --> 01:55:15,460
like, everyone's like, Oh, I saw this thing, but like stuff like that. But like, I don't know,

1581
01:55:15,460 --> 01:55:22,180
it's cool to like have that knowledge and like be able to like read into it, but it's sucky because

1582
01:55:22,180 --> 01:55:26,980
like you hear about something and then it just like goes away and you have to like find information

1583
01:55:26,980 --> 01:55:31,540
about it. Like that, I like a lot of like the true crime stuff. And there is like a case that I saw

1584
01:55:31,540 --> 01:55:36,020
like on TikTok and like, I had to like go and search and find afterwards because like after

1585
01:55:36,020 --> 01:55:40,180
like 24 hours, it wasn't like a missing person, like urgency sort of thing. But I was like, what's

1586
01:55:40,180 --> 01:55:49,140
going on with that? Yes. Like, yeah, it's it's crazy how involved in each other's lives we are.

1587
01:55:49,140 --> 01:55:56,980
It's like, if like before TV, before like anything like something like that happens, it's just whoever

1588
01:55:56,980 --> 01:56:02,100
finds it. Like find these keepers, like figure it out if it blows up in your house, like it blows up.

1589
01:56:02,100 --> 01:56:09,140
That's just how it is. Like that's curiosity. Yeah, whatever. But like, yeah, no, it's it's crazy.

1590
01:56:09,140 --> 01:56:15,140
Like the change just like the access and yeah. All right. Last question. Last question. Do you

1591
01:56:15,140 --> 01:56:23,380
believe in aliens? Yeah, like just in the sense of like the universe is so big, like we have to be

1592
01:56:23,380 --> 01:56:29,380
so like conceited if we don't believe like such a big head, if we like don't believe anything else

1593
01:56:29,380 --> 01:56:36,740
is out there. But like, I don't know, I that makes me like uncomfortable to think about because then

1594
01:56:36,740 --> 01:56:41,620
I'm just like, there's so much going on, like even on like the other planets, because like

1595
01:56:42,740 --> 01:56:47,060
people know what's going on. Like, fuck, yeah, yeah, people know what's going on in each one,

1596
01:56:47,060 --> 01:56:51,380
even if it's like a little plant that has like little like arms or something like it's just

1597
01:56:53,460 --> 01:56:59,620
crazy to not think that there would be some sort of other life, you know, like hopefully like

1598
01:56:59,620 --> 01:57:06,420
evolved life, like past us sort of thing. But like, I always thought it was crazy. Like what if there

1599
01:57:06,420 --> 01:57:13,460
was like another planet like exactly like Earth, but like, it's just exactly us like 20 years in

1600
01:57:13,460 --> 01:57:18,660
the future, like 20 years in the past or anything. And it's just kind of like, like that same like

1601
01:57:18,660 --> 01:57:25,220
loop sort of thing. Yeah. Or like a Sims sort of whatever. I don't know. Yeah. Have you ever heard

1602
01:57:25,220 --> 01:57:31,460
of it's like Fermi's Fermi's paradox? It's either Fermi's. Yeah, I think it's Fermi's paradox,

1603
01:57:31,460 --> 01:57:38,660
pretty much. I could be butchering them. So I do apologize. But essentially, it's that the reason

1604
01:57:38,660 --> 01:57:45,940
that we have not been able to see any other, like alien life out there, right through our massive

1605
01:57:45,940 --> 01:57:51,220
telescopes and things like that, and all the stuff that we have on is because every civilization

1606
01:57:51,220 --> 01:57:57,380
eventually gets to this point where they the technology or they blow themselves up, they kill

1607
01:57:57,380 --> 01:58:03,380
themselves. Like every single society, every single civilization gets to that point, and that's done.

1608
01:58:03,940 --> 01:58:10,740
Right. Don't know if that's true. Who knows? It's just it's just a theory, right. You could see

1609
01:58:10,740 --> 01:58:15,940
one way if we continue down this road that fuck, it's gonna be insane. I mean, even just global

1610
01:58:15,940 --> 01:58:22,020
warming in itself, it's just kind of like, ah, yeah, yeah. I like grew up with it being like,

1611
01:58:22,020 --> 01:58:26,180
you better stop or else global warming. And now it's like, it's too late on the billboards. It's

1612
01:58:26,180 --> 01:58:30,820
like, what if there's no water? And I'm like, Whoa, well, do you know what's do you know what's worse

1613
01:58:30,820 --> 01:58:39,540
than global warming? Global cooling? Yeah, that does sound bad. It's true. It's true. Global cooling

1614
01:58:39,540 --> 01:58:46,500
is a lot worse than global warming. I'm not saying I don't like being cold. No, but like, imagine

1615
01:58:46,500 --> 01:58:51,300
that. Right. Right. It's like, yeah. Not saying that it's good. And yes, we definitely have a fact,

1616
01:58:51,300 --> 01:58:57,300
but like, like that sort of thing. Like it happened already. I mean, tons of, you know, there's been

1617
01:58:57,300 --> 01:59:06,820
four or five ice ages, right. And, um, you know, five ice age movies too. Shit, man. Yeah. But that

1618
01:59:06,820 --> 01:59:14,420
being said, I really appreciate you coming on the show. Yeah. Me too. Me too. You're fun to talk to

1619
01:59:15,620 --> 01:59:21,140
for, uh, for the, for the folks listening, uh, where can they find your stuff? Um, you can find

1620
01:59:21,140 --> 01:59:27,300
my Instagram. It's Maddie Collins, X, X, you can find my Twitter. It's Maddie Collins. X. So you

1621
01:59:27,300 --> 01:59:33,300
can find my website. It's Maddie Collins. X. O.com. Or you can just Google me at Maddie Collins.

1622
01:59:33,300 --> 01:59:37,220
Uh, no, she did it.

1623
01:59:43,620 --> 01:59:49,860
Maddie, you're a rock star, dude. Thank you so much. Yes. I appreciate you.

1624
01:59:49,860 --> 02:00:01,220
Appreciate you. I had a blast. Thank you everyone. Have a wonderful night. Peace.